I just went and put the laundry in at the laundromat down the street, so while I'm waiting to go back and put it in to dry, I'll write something here..
Slept in past noon and finally got caught up on my sleep. Felt really depressed laying in bed, not wanting to get up and face the day, but once I was up the depression...
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Slept in past noon and finally got caught up on my sleep. Felt really depressed laying in bed, not wanting to get up and face the day, but once I was up the depression...
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ilsa:
I hope you feel better soon and that you like that new support group 
Today is Day 12 on the Premarin estrogen supplement, 2.5mg daily.
The concert last night went well. Decent-sized audience (house was over 2/3 full). My set was good, though there was a feedback problem with the live mics as usual. I didn't sell one CD (dammit) but I actually got paid good money for the first time in my life for giving a live performance....
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The concert last night went well. Decent-sized audience (house was over 2/3 full). My set was good, though there was a feedback problem with the live mics as usual. I didn't sell one CD (dammit) but I actually got paid good money for the first time in my life for giving a live performance....
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Today is Day 11 on the Premarin estrogen supplement, 2.5mg daily.
I did something stupid, or rather, I failed to do something I was supposed to do. When I got out of bed and headed to the shower this morning I remembered that today is the day my unemployment check usually comes in the mail (every other Thursday)... and then I remembered: Oh Shit I...
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I did something stupid, or rather, I failed to do something I was supposed to do. When I got out of bed and headed to the shower this morning I remembered that today is the day my unemployment check usually comes in the mail (every other Thursday)... and then I remembered: Oh Shit I...
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lillithvain:
I hope the concert went well! or goes well if I got to this blog in time!
Today is Day 10 on the Premarin estrogen supplement, 2.5mg daily, and I still can't say I really feel a definite effect from the hormone. I'm in a pretty okay mood these past few days, having achieved a bit of satisfaction in working on my music, but I still have dips of self-doubt and melancholy. I have been occasionally very irritable, but no more so...
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Today is Day 9 on Premarin estrogen supplement, 2.5mg daily.
I actually stopped the procrastination and avoidance yesterday and got down to work on programming my live set yesterday, and I think this gig is going to be a good one (providing shit doesn't go all wrong like it did at my gig last year in Oakland at the IAMINDUST festival, and providing I don't...
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I actually stopped the procrastination and avoidance yesterday and got down to work on programming my live set yesterday, and I think this gig is going to be a good one (providing shit doesn't go all wrong like it did at my gig last year in Oakland at the IAMINDUST festival, and providing I don't...
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Today is Day 8 on Premarin estrogen supplement, 2.5mg daily.
Last night I dreamed a had a job (hey, that's the only place I'm ever gonna find another job, right? "in my wildest dreams"). The job was in a retail store that sold stationery and paper supplies. There were very big rolls of paper, about twelve feet long and with a center roll that was...
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Last night I dreamed a had a job (hey, that's the only place I'm ever gonna find another job, right? "in my wildest dreams"). The job was in a retail store that sold stationery and paper supplies. There were very big rolls of paper, about twelve feet long and with a center roll that was...
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Since I started taking the estrogen supplement, I seem to have been having some vivid or striking dreams. Maybe the dreams are no more plentiful or compelling than normal, perhaps I am just recalling them more often or in greater detail. Sometimes a particular dream will tend to stand out in memory as especially archetypal or symbolic. I had one such dream last night, awaking...
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Day seven on Premarin 2.5mg daily. Yesterday I was extremely depressed, but I can't say if my depression is/was related to the hormone supplementation. It's not like I never get depressed...
I feel a little better today, Shaved my body all over and touched up my nails. Ate some delicious strawberries and a Fuji apple for breakfast, and a tasty watermelon (half of it) for...
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I feel a little better today, Shaved my body all over and touched up my nails. Ate some delicious strawberries and a Fuji apple for breakfast, and a tasty watermelon (half of it) for...
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Day six on Premarin 2.5mg daily. No discernible results yet.
Up early to attend cat volunteer training at the pound. Got out of bed with a stiff, painful, cramped up lower back, for no good reason. Had a dream that there was some nice young woman I'd met somewhere and I was sharing my bed with her, and we ended up kind of cuddling. My,...
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Up early to attend cat volunteer training at the pound. Got out of bed with a stiff, painful, cramped up lower back, for no good reason. Had a dream that there was some nice young woman I'd met somewhere and I was sharing my bed with her, and we ended up kind of cuddling. My,...
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Today is Day #5 on the Premarin 2.5mg daily.
I didn't bother to set my alarm and got out of bed at 10:30 am, pretty late by my standards, allowing me not much time to get through my morning routine of shower, shaving, breakfast, internet, etc, before rushing out the door to get in line for free groceries at the Diamond Heights 1:00 pm food...
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I didn't bother to set my alarm and got out of bed at 10:30 am, pretty late by my standards, allowing me not much time to get through my morning routine of shower, shaving, breakfast, internet, etc, before rushing out the door to get in line for free groceries at the Diamond Heights 1:00 pm food...
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