I miss my Nanny and it fucking hurts. I can't even put it into words.
I also cleared my loft out yesterday and found loads of old things including my ex's old childhood 'Shoot' and 'Match' magazines. I'll admit it and say I beat him up a few times. I treated him like absolute shit and all he ever did was love me. Now who's... Read More
To me you seem to be a person who gives openly and that is a beautiful quality. When there is nothing left emotionally to give others, it is time give back to yourself. Allow yourself to grieve and mend. Believe in who you are and gain strength from that. From what has been written about you here, there will be no way that the good energy you give to others will not come back to you tenfold. I was moved and shed a tear reading your words, but I know that although life will be different from now, in time, your smile will return.
My warmest to you from far away. x
So it's been a few days now since my Nanny passed away. It's an extremely weird time for us all. When I say us all I mean mainly myself, my Mum and my sister. We have gotten really close since Saturday and it's exactly the opposite of what I always imagined it to be
It's good though and I'm enjoying having my family around me,... Read More
Thanks! Hopefully things are getting somewhere! And maybe soon it will feel like it!!
I'm sorry to hear of your loss, I hope everything goes as well as it can do with the arrangements. Just accept this will take some time and everything else can wait a while.
It was one hell of a week - I feel exhausted like never before but it was good
I've finally caught onto the pear cider and I loves it! I was really good at limiting myself to enough to get pissed every day but not so's I had the hangover from hell the next day
So today is the day I leave for Reading, gah! I'm only halfway through the first report, the other one is going to have to wait until I get back. Still, the 2nd one will be a lot easier and I'm not stressing too much about that
I still have a shit load to do today and I'm stressing about that instead! Why can I... Read More
hey, have fun at reading festival! Monday is abit early isn't it!!!
OK, photo explanation.... i moved to a diffenret hotel last week and it's all very interiro designer dark browns with green glass and spotlights... all very wierd... it's like it was designed by an 18 year old boy lol... but very funky all the same.... it's just a shame the food is crap! lol
... andway, i hope the work has all gone ok and you all ready for reading... it lookm like the weather might be ok as well!
So girls, my boobs hurt. Like almost as painful as early pregnancy boobs They're swollen badly and I'm having to wear my pregnancy bras all the time now, even in bed, just so I can move about... Read More
I'd thought about hiring a car but I don't know if that would be wise driving all that way with jetlag. And I really don't want to have to stay in London too long to get over jetlag - its too expensive
I've had a lovely day today. I stayed at Sars last night and we watched BB while filling our fat faces on Black Forest Gateau, my favourite!
Got up at 10.10am this morning and had a lovely soak in Sarah's tub (my immersion heater is fooked at the moment and I can't afford to get it fixed - lucky I've got an electric shower!) Yes,... Read More
My warmest to you from far away. x
glad I could make you smile as well x