I'm back now 
The job was a lot easier than we thought so we got it finished this morning so I was able to drive home this afternoon
Shame really, the place we stayed in was really lovely and homely and we had a big fat veggie fryup each morning before work and then there was the stunning walk along the sandy beach last night followed by a really nice meal in the local pub before getting a nice early night back at the hotel. It was like a mini holiday and although I'm always glad to get home and see Tessie, I was quite sad to leave this time
Still, I've got back home and my Wii is all set up now, GAME ON! I'm gonna try and get my sis's Wii number and hope to challenge her on Wii Fit, it'll benefit us both eh
I spoke to Nanny earlier - she's got her next blood appointment with her consultant tomorrow - she's so out of breath all the time, I'm hoping in a way that she does get a new transfusion although I think it's pretty doubtful given that her recent blood tests looked ok. I just wish they could sort her breathing out as well - she's finding it hard to walk from one side of the room to the other which is about 3 steps! I know she's getting on and that but still, I don't want her suffering like this. Her body seems to be falling apart while her brain is still so sharp - its miserable to see - I just feel so helpless. Still, it seems that she's heard from the rest of my family that I looked really nice at Sonny's christening - apparently my mum and sis didn't recognise me. I had my hair down for a change and it's got pretty long - I also had a really girly top on
Also, they all said that I look better with a bit of meat on me rather than being skinnier but looking drained and withdrawn. I dunno but of course I'd rather be that skinny girl again. I have to keep reminding myself that blokes don't JUST look at how thin your waist is - and plus I've got bigger boobs now too so - being a little bigger has its advantages. I also don't know how much notice men really take of weight anyway - would they notice the difference between a 10 and a 12 for instance?
Surely my personality has to count for something doesn't it? I guess I just have to get out more in order to meet a boy huh?
Anyway you lot - you've got me back for a couple of weeks before I bugger off to Derby for a few days
And to finish - a picture of Tessie this afternoon when I was brushing her coat with her new mitt which she loves:
Her smile couldn't get any bigger! She's just tooooooooo bloody cute!
xx
The job was a lot easier than we thought so we got it finished this morning so I was able to drive home this afternoon
Shame really, the place we stayed in was really lovely and homely and we had a big fat veggie fryup each morning before work and then there was the stunning walk along the sandy beach last night followed by a really nice meal in the local pub before getting a nice early night back at the hotel. It was like a mini holiday and although I'm always glad to get home and see Tessie, I was quite sad to leave this time
Still, I've got back home and my Wii is all set up now, GAME ON! I'm gonna try and get my sis's Wii number and hope to challenge her on Wii Fit, it'll benefit us both eh
I spoke to Nanny earlier - she's got her next blood appointment with her consultant tomorrow - she's so out of breath all the time, I'm hoping in a way that she does get a new transfusion although I think it's pretty doubtful given that her recent blood tests looked ok. I just wish they could sort her breathing out as well - she's finding it hard to walk from one side of the room to the other which is about 3 steps! I know she's getting on and that but still, I don't want her suffering like this. Her body seems to be falling apart while her brain is still so sharp - its miserable to see - I just feel so helpless. Still, it seems that she's heard from the rest of my family that I looked really nice at Sonny's christening - apparently my mum and sis didn't recognise me. I had my hair down for a change and it's got pretty long - I also had a really girly top on
Also, they all said that I look better with a bit of meat on me rather than being skinnier but looking drained and withdrawn. I dunno but of course I'd rather be that skinny girl again. I have to keep reminding myself that blokes don't JUST look at how thin your waist is - and plus I've got bigger boobs now too so - being a little bigger has its advantages. I also don't know how much notice men really take of weight anyway - would they notice the difference between a 10 and a 12 for instance?
Surely my personality has to count for something doesn't it? I guess I just have to get out more in order to meet a boy huh?
Anyway you lot - you've got me back for a couple of weeks before I bugger off to Derby for a few days
And to finish - a picture of Tessie this afternoon when I was brushing her coat with her new mitt which she loves:
Her smile couldn't get any bigger! She's just tooooooooo bloody cute!
xx
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im sorry to hear about your granny hun, it cant be nice to see her suffering an dnot being able to do anything, but im sure you being there for her and talking to her is helping her alot.
i think with guys, its got alot to do with the vibe you give off....well it certainly is with the right kinds of guys anyway. if you were thin but miserable and giving of a vibe that you were seriously unhappy with your body etc i think they would be more likely to be put off by that then a nice girl, great personality bit of a bum but happier with it. if that makes sense.