lil_billy_ben

Been a long week and it's only Monday. It's gonna be homework centeral tomarrow. Today at school, I ran into an ex-girlfriend, appearently she's dating an ex-friend of mine. It was hard seeing her, I still have feelings for her, but what can ya' do?

I'm somehow still sick, in the middle of the night I've been waking up coughing uncontrolably and not able to...
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Have you ever gotten into a conflict with someone and wanted to hit them but they haven't done anything bad enough to warrent that but on the other hand you don't feel like words are going to help?

I'm so bored today, but I'm also too tired to do anything.

Did some house cleaning today, I'm not a neat freak but a clean house is definately high on my priority list. Me and Maxine are out of food and need to go shopping today so I'm going to have to leave the house.

Yesterday was definately cool, me, klonopin_chugger, Dan, and our...
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Go cheer up klonopin_chugger, the dentist had his brutal way with him and he's hurting.

Not sure what to say, that last entery was a conversation ender....have you seen the music video for the song Safety Dance? Very cool.



For having the week off, I feel very busy, got alot to do today. Tomarrow, I got a bussness appointment (me and klonopin are meeting with the wicked witch of the west...also known as our supervisor). On Friday me and...
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Today started out like a normal day, I went to my doctor's appointment. While I was getting my knee examined I was given a Rx for Vicodin (at this point I was getting very excited) and I started thinking how much fun it would be to sit around tomarrow all fucked up on vicodin. Now for whatever reason none of this seemed strange to me....
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I have alot of energy but nothing to do with it.

I need somthing to take the edge off, I've been increadibly fuxin' tense and edgey lately, I yelled at my friend and mother. This isn't like me at all, and I wanna know what it is but I'll settle for just being calm again.

Last night Andrew and Dan came over to my place, and rented Texas Chainsaw Massicere Don't ever let these two decide...
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I am so tired, sore all over (from my ear to my feet), and out of it. Las night was fuckin' awesome, me and klonopin went to the Sick of it All show at Slim's in SF with Narcissus, increadible show and you bay-Area guys missed it!!! I totaly re-injured my bad knee stage diving, but it was totaly worth it. Davey Havok was at...
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Hi there,

I've been feeling realy good for having just been hit by a car. My knee got jammed between the car and my bike so it's a little swollen but all in all, I accualy feel rejuvinated.


I've been feelin' off da' handle spastic lately too, I meand I usualy talk alot but the last few days, I've been energy centeral.

Tomarrow I'm goin...
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