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Ouch. Ouch ouch ouch ouch.

I just spent 8 hours in front of my computer. I think I took one bathroom break.

No, it wasn't spent looking at porn. No, today something wonderful happened. Something that has taken a year to come to this point. Today, history was made in the life of Matthew Ryan Barber.

I FINISHED MY WEBPAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Movieghoul will officially launch tommorow,...
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scattershot:
if its about movies I'll probably check it out.. and if you spent as long as you did coding it and making it work it must be a pretty cool sight.
letigre:
i wanna see i wanna see
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Tiffany left this morning.

Depressed, grumpy and sad.
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somekindofinsane:
sorry bro, hope everything gets better soon... i know how ya feel..

im me sometime man- sandmsawyer12 ttyl..
scattershot:
hope you feel better dude. You'll see her again
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Ugh...I remember now why the doctor said i'm not suppose to drink with my stomach..damn tequila.

Tiffany leaves today. I dont know if she's coming back. She says she is, but my friend told me i'm probably just being naive. Well, here's to hoping.

smile

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scattershot:
man I was hella-drunk last night... I should have left drunken journal entries on everyones journal .. but by 5 o'clock I was passed out... only dogslife got a drunken journal entry and the fine people on sg chat got to attmept to read my misspelled words.
xatreyux:
yeah...i hate just sitting around though..maybe ill het my mom to look at trucks with me today (hah yeah right)
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MORE BOOZE!

Pour the insanity on me. Let me drink it up, bathe in it, get lost in it.

Im' going crazy. It be scary if it wasn't so funny.

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gigglefuckbunny:
I am trying to cut back on the liquor. . . .about love yea pain does remind u are alive. . . somehow that just triggered a thought of cutting. . .I still feel numb. . . thanxs for the comment on the pic. . . it is a nice picture no? lol
hyenahell:
mmm. sweet, sweet booze. my brother, my lover, my mother.
i hadn't heard the theory about giant north american hyenas... i've been obsessed with them for years, now, though. a good (though out of print) hyena book is by jane goodall and her husband, called "innocent killers". it's about hyenas, wild dogs and golden jackals. biggrin
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So i'm drunk, and you know what? I dont give a shit. Yeah, so ive been drunk every night for the past two weeks..so yeah, ive been drinking during work again, and in the morning..but GODDAMMIT, it's the only thing left in my life that seems to make sense. Drink: get drunk. Cause and effect. no confusing thigns that boggle my mind, no unknown endings...drink:...
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I'm tired, depressed, have a nasty stomachache and my ankle hurts.

Tiffany is leaving Saturday for a month.

frown frown frown frown
rickroyal:
Cheer up, Buckerroo. She'll be back, and the stomach ache will go away, and I think some wine might make you forget about that ankle. Yep. And, hey, there's always film to lose yourself in.

heh. I made the same mistake with "Teenage Dirtbag," and it really disappointed me, as I thought it was a rather progessive song; there don't seem to be many teenage lesbian songs out there, so I thought it was cool. Still a cool song, but not as cool.
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Okay, so i'm drunk and stupid, so someone please let me know if I came across as the biggest shmuck in this following converstaion with Tiffany....

xxlilraverchikxx: hey luv
nightcrawler7700: Hey baby
nightcrawler7700: cute name
xxlilraverchikxx: thx
nightcrawler7700: How appropiate
nightcrawler7700: I'm listening to LIttle Red riding hood by Sam the Sham
xxlilraverchikxx: who is that
nightcrawler7700: Old singer
nightcrawler7700: I'll burn you the song...
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lighthammer:
Dammit...for some reason I the entire conversation wasn't saved. Nothing much happened after that..she went to bed, and I told her I see her tommorow at work.

Okay, so I am *SO* head over heals crazy about this woman, I dont know what to do with myself.
scattershot:
lol yeah thats how I talk when Im drunk too. but its okay if you come off sounding a little strange cuz they know that you're drunk right. So its expected .. and it doesn't seem like xxlilraverchicxx seemed to care that much she seemed genuinly flattered at your affection.

and whats wrong with linkin park!!! lol.
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Tiffany moves on Saturday.

But I just found out today that shes' coming back in July for a year to work and save money.

So pardon me for a second....

-Doing happy monkey dance- WOO-HOO!!!!!!!!!!
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hyenahell:
...as long as it's not ... CANNIBAL ROACHES!
although i guess that would be a good thing, being as they'd eat each other and my dog and i wouldn't have to worry about them...
and so. good for tiffany, and good for you. wink
xatreyux:
yeah i let him borrow my game boy advanced over night cuz hes out now..so yeah