lifter82

hmmm,

after the initial 'high' of knowing i was a single, i am now in a bit of something that feels akin to grieving.....

it seems i am okay with the fact we are no longer together, though i get occasional twinges like wondering what she is doing and with whom, but it seems that i am more lonely than anything, i am sad for...
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hey guys,

just wanted to commit some thoughts to 'paper' as it were......

in the cold hard light of day, i think the split with the Missus is for the best, and admitting this is very painful, but ultimately true

i have been compartmentalizing some of the good and bad points about her in order to try and deal with the whole of the situation.....the...
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well,

been pretty damn dramatic since my last blog......

the missus and I totally separated and it seems there is no reconciling....she got pissed because she cheated on me after a massive argument and i told some people about to get it off of my chest, and she couldn't handle the truth.....well, fuck that, i am not gonna sit here and suffer in silence.....if she...
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i am now in possession of a rather tasty piece of traditional Samoan influenced ink....got half my work done today...got another 3-4 hours to get it finished

that'll make it so it is just about done by the time i go home to see the fam and try to mend the relationship with my missus.....

i am gonna look good and feel good....trying to mend...
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is tired of being treated like shit....and will get on with improving himself so that he can get the person he deserves

i am not sure what i can do.......

i feel profoundly sad, dejected, rejected and unable to function at the moment....and having a week off work, whilst all my family are in another country and my fiancee decided to put out engagement on hold really fucking amplified those feelings

i was planning to go out and have at least one coke with some workmates, not...
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well,

after the short and yet strangely to the point blog i wrote a few days earlier, i feel the need to vent and get some stuff of my chest.......this isn't meant to be any great piece of literature but simply a mental blowing out of the cob webs

so we will start at the beginning

i guess based on conversation with my fiancee, that...
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fuck life

well....

it has been a long old while since i have blogged but i figure enough time has elapsed and i have done enough in the interim to make it a tad longer than a few sentences, haha

anyhoo,

i am now getting married on the 29th of Feb 2012....the missus and I liked the date cause it'll allow us to btoh remember the anniversary,...
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well,

seems time for an update for those of you who care or not

i start the new job tomorrow.......this time next year, i will be ready to move over to the US, and live with my girlfriend and i can't wait....i genuinely feel good about trying to make my life how i want it to be.......

that's about it.....short and to the point!
later...
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