lifeandlimb

I have new pictures, tell me how much i suck

just got home from spring break, went on a cruise. i went to st thomas, dominica, barbados, st kitts, st lucia, and st maarten. I had a blast and now im all tan, plus its semi nice out here now.

Tomorrow is going to be the craziest night of my life.

I feel hollow. I think it may be the medication. I don't know if I would rather live with blank emotions or wake up every day wishing it will be my last. I wish I could just wake up every day and be happy for who I am. My past is swallowing me whole.

I have no idea what I'm doing any more

So I do not have classes until 3:30 on Wednesdays. As much as I enjoy sleeping in this is way too much time for to be sitting around my apartment for. I probably should have gone and worked out during this time but I already took a shower and don't feel like getting all gross and sweaty.

its my birthday. im 20 now

I only got an hour of sleep last night. I tossed and turned for 5 hours in my bed. Then I had 2 exams. Now I have to pack to go home. I also think I'm getting sick. This isn't fun

Finals week. Sometimes I wonder how I've survived all these years. I turn 20 on Friday. I know that being 20 changes nothing about me but it kinda freaks me out to think that I will no longer be a teenager. I'm panicking about it and I do not need the added stress to my already stress filled anxiety ridden hell I call my life....
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I offically cannot heal in WoW. I'm never gonna try that again.