went speedating last night. was good fun.....had my boy there so wasnt looking for anyone- we wentto support his friend who had set it up.
it was a very strange thing to do, but a laugh, met some nice people but no-one as nice as lock .
got a sore throat and head cold
BUT.............tomorrow is the weekend and im spending it with a fab... Read More
this weather is crap. im in a surprisingly good mood, which is strange as lock will know. starnge. im in a kinda 'things arent as bad as i thought' mood. there are many people worse off than me!!!!!!!!!!!
SO HIYA!!!!!!!!
its spring, and how do i know this!! all the men are out in their leathers on their bikes. WOOHOO. i have a bit of... Read More
so download???
i actually really want to go no-wasnt to fussed before but now i may not be going i really want to go locksays he'll get my ticket for me, but we're both poor and i dont want to be a pain.
saw alex for a bit last night...we argued.....than i wooped his button the PS2 so it was all good and then... Read More
i would so much like to go to download but i have no money...like you i'm poor!!!
if i get lucky i'll let you know, i would like to go with your gang....
when you got kids they will always come first!!
i really fucking hate debt-ccj's and bailiffs!
oh well
bye
my bank called me last night and said that i have to pay back my student overdarft in 6 months- yeah sure no probs, let me just do that along with my 2 3000 credit cards, loans totalling 14,000, student loan 16,000, saving to get my car fixed, trying to save to move out of my parents (im 26 for fucks sake)... Read More
im back!!!!!
my puters back!!!!!!
no idea what they did but it works, doesnt crash and YAYAYAYAY.
weekend soon so lots of sleep
not alot of lock tho coz hes woking so thats not good.
not very happy tonight, not sure why.
spoken to about 5 different friends tonight but im still feeling lonely. strange
missing lock A LOT. hes not here
ooohhh update time.
thursday: went to see the reduced shakespeare company with lock and his bezzie mate at the hackney empire. they rocked and the play was hilarious. havent been to the theatre for ages. was nice to be back with lock missed him loads and was nice to snuggle together that night.
friday: went to the hospital for a yucky thing but everything is... Read More
so, 've just left the guy i love and i havent felt so shit for ages. i dont know wether its coz we have spent loads of time together over the last week and it was amazing- no argueing!!! or coz my feelings for him are becoming more intense. but i miss him soooooooooo much
im going to see him on thursday but i miss... Read More