libra

night in by myself tonight......kinda dont mind, but would rather be with alex.
gottaa go and buy 20 easter eggs today, for my class. they deserve them

its the weekend!!!!!yay

im sitting here in bed......waiting for lock to come back!! hes doing his good deed for the day and helping his mate move her new bed. the idea was that i would get some more sleep but sods bloody law....im wide awake. so here i am updating.


ive just had a little cry coz i have NO money at all till i...
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schools ok. im ok. lock is amazing.

money is shit.ive worked so hard sorting my bank account out to try and get a graduate loan to sort my loans and cards out, and one small bank error and thats it. fucked. oh well, wasnt meant to be perhaps.

fed up with being at home, i need to leave. doesnt look like its going to happen...
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im probably boring you guys by now, but have i told you how much i am in love with lock?

it is soooooo scarey. i have never felt like this about anyone before in my life. i would do anything for him, he feels like a part of me, i can't believe we have found each other. i would marry him tomorrow if i...
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went speedating last night. was good fun.....had my boy there so wasnt looking for anyone- we wentto support his friend who had set it up.
it was a very strange thing to do, but a laugh, met some nice people but no-one as nice as lock .

got a sore throat and head cold

BUT.............tomorrow is the weekend and im spending it with a fab...
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this weather is crap. im in a surprisingly good mood, which is strange as lock will know. starnge. im in a kinda 'things arent as bad as i thought' mood. there are many people worse off than me!!!!!!!!!!!

SO HIYA!!!!!!!!

its spring, and how do i know this!! all the men are out in their leathers on their bikes. WOOHOO. i have a bit of...
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so download???
i actually really want to go no-wasnt to fussed before but now i may not be going i really want to go locksays he'll get my ticket for me, but we're both poor and i dont want to be a pain.

saw alex for a bit last night...we argued.....than i wooped his button the PS2 so it was all good and then...
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im fucking poor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my bank called me last night and said that i have to pay back my student overdarft in 6 months- yeah sure no probs, let me just do that along with my 2 3000 credit cards, loans totalling 14,000, student loan 16,000, saving to get my car fixed, trying to save to move out of my parents (im 26 for fucks sake)...
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im back!!!!!
my puters back!!!!!!
no idea what they did but it works, doesnt crash and YAYAYAYAY.

weekend soon so lots of sleep
not alot of lock tho coz hes woking so thats not good.

not very happy tonight, not sure why.
spoken to about 5 different friends tonight but im still feeling lonely. strange
missing lock A LOT. hes not here


fuck im feeling...
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