So every other post on FB is from SG. What, just trying to rub the single and miserable in for the holiday seasons, SG? Take it easy on us.
In case any other singles (or anyone else) need it:
- 34342 and 43 are the national emergency numbers for police and ambulances in Algeria.
- Suicide Hotline Algeria: 0021 3983 2000 58
Sitting on the beach, alone and in the dark. I haven't been here in a few years, but this was the whole reason I moved to Florida. Now I feel like I'm just tying up loose ends, so I can leave again. I'm not sure where I'm going, or how I'm going to get there. Life is needlessly messy and complicated, and I'm not happy....
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pistache:
yes, life is a mess, and sometimes nothing makes sense, but if you can start over ... that's a good thing =)
marysa:
sending you all the best vibes, and totally agreed that life is messy.
I'm part of a group that does Wizarding World-themed events. This weekend was our version of Dapper Day.
I was taking a lot of pictures of other people, so there aren't many of me. The other people there looked more interesting than I did anyway.
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pistache:
I had never heard about Dapper Day. It made me curious and I went to research it in internet. =) Looks really fun and you looks cool. Xx.
liath:
@pistache Thanks! It was tons of fun, too!
Islands of Adventure, at Universal Studios Orlando, is doing the Dark Arts show at the castle right now, so a group of us went as various practitioners of the Dark Arts. I was really just going for "random Azkaban escapee," but tons of people thought I was Sirius Black. So I guess next time, I'll actually do an established character.
More pics will follow as
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inadequatedreamer:
I'm afraid to sound weird, but that image suits you perfectly! I might have added only a bit of paleness and shades under the eyes, but that's a common and optional thing. Very impressive!
liath:
@inadequatedreamer Thanks! I thought I was pale already, but if I do this one again, I may add a lighter layer before I do the rest. The dark circles around my eyes could have been darker, though. Maybe a little red and/or purple around my eyes, too?
I feel pretty comfortable posting things like this here, partly because I know no one will really pay much attention to it. One or two people may actually read it, three or four will "like" it without reading it, most likely just hoping for "likes" on their sets, but probably no one will actually think much about it before moving on.
I'm really tired.
Ok,...
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violanti:
Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable. I know it couldn't have been easy to post this but you're so brave for doing it. I can totally relate. You are definitely not alone.
liath:
Thanks for the actual responses, and for sharing your similar stories. The "ending it" portion is mostly just that late night, overwhelmed with depression, thinking too much kind of thing, although that doesn't really make it any less real. I'm exploring other anti-depression options. I didn't like the way meds made me feel. The only noticeable benefit to them was that on the rare occasion I had sex, I could last basically forever. Unfortunately, all of my other feelings were just as numb, and since I haven't had sex in over a year, I can't really justify taking them just for that. I just got some Kanna tea, which is supposed to have some anti-depressive qualities, as well as a sort of drunk-without-damaging-your-liver state, if you drink enough of it. We'll see.
Do you know what you get when you mix a Bully and a snITCH, Matthew? You get a BITCH, Matthew! A bitch! Do you understand, Matthew? You're a bitch! Now fuck off, microdick!
My whole life, people have compared me to my uncle. People have mistaken us for each other in old photos. He was always my role model. He died when he was 29 years old. I was around 10 years old. At the time, they called it a heart attack. He was mildly, though certainly not dangerously, overweight at the time, but he was 29 fucking
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Having been single for about 3 years now, I think what I miss the most about having a girlfriend is the silly stuff. Sure, the deep, intellectual or philosophical discussions are great. The physical aspects of dating are great. Always knowing that when you want to go out and do something fun, someone is going to be there, ready to go, is great. What I...
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