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Not sure what we're going to do today, it's sunday, so... obviously that means the day off. Or at least here it does, I know most places now have sunday shopping, but we're the last province to Canada to have retained the right to at least one guaranteed day off for all.

Anyways, so this means nothings ever open minus those downtown shop who choose to open for about 4 hours in the summer, but it is no longer summer, so it means (like any other sunday, open stores or not I suppose) taking a bath together with something lavendery, maybe some reading to one another, snuggling, listening to Enya/Enigma/Delerium/Woodland or something of the like. Or perhaps something classical. Some Rachmaninoff maybe.

Than maybe later I'll go through some old boxes and discover something old of mine for the first time all over again. I love it when that happens. Feels like it's all new stuff sometimes. Maybe we'll go out to lunch or something.

I don't know. The only problem right now is that we have absolutely NO money. I've been working 6 days a week, and theres still no money. I hate it. Ahh well.

Maybe I'll meditate today... with some Sugilite. I really need to get into a better frame of mind, I'm sick of being depressed all the time. Been so since I was about 15 and it hasn't gone away since. I can cover it up sometimes, but thats usually with being a goof/retard and laughter always helps, but never changes anything permanently. It just enables me to forget, and escape for a little while.