job ended. waiting to hear on another one.
thanks to a reminder, i went to the staging site, because all my stuff was still there. so i spent some time copying and pasting all my old blogs into a word document. so while i deleted everything before in frustration, it was nice to be able to save it. but it's gone now.
it's very upsetting reading old blog comments. i'm reminded of how awesome it used to be here....all the friends i've made that aren't around anymore. either because they've left the site or "real life" drama has kept them from coming out anymore.
being unemployed means i'm back to being incapable of sleeping. but at least now i'm in my own place and not waking anyone up with watching tv in the middle of the night.
first non-boyfriend or parent visitors at the new place tomorrow. eep! i've been cleaning like crazy.....but i'm really bad at cleaning. like really.i'm not gross or dirty, just incredibly unorganized :P
i really need to try and sleep now. jesus.
