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I got a new tatt and my back is really sore from it.
I'll post photos when I get the time.

Sooo I haven't been home since wed. or so, I've been at my sister's apartment. Yesterday I went to a difting competition up in Greeley with my best friend Sarah and I got sun stroke. Yeah today I have had a massive headache and my stomach hurts. I have sunburn for the second time in my whole life. I met some cool people and after...
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I had therapy in the morning and was in a great mood. I learned a lot about myself and am starting to figure out how to deal with my life. I dyed my hair, it used to have blonde in it and now it is all blue black. I like it

w00t.

I'll post photos of my new hair when I get the chance.

Oh...
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I'm currently enrolled in an introductory course to psychology (which I also took in high school) and it is a joke. On tuesday we had a class dicussion on evolution. Now, being a biology major, I know about evolution. A common misconception of Darwinism is that people think that Darwin said that mankind evolved from apes. WRONG. Darwin said nothing of the sort in any...
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I'm back.

Thank you everyone, it may sound silly but you've really helped me through this. I've since stopped smoking cigarettes. I've started seeing a therapist and I'm not quite sure what to think yet so I'll give it some time. I was sober for 4 days and slipped last night. My sister and her bf of 7 years dumped her. She didn't force me...
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Despite the sex and partying I cannot seem to be happy. It sounds horrible to say those things because I know that they won't truely make me happy but they keep my mind off of the things that are wrong in my life. Most days I don't want to get out of bed. Sometimes I cry or get angry for no reason. And instead of...
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Do you ever look at someone and realize what a great friend they are? I looked at Sarah that way for a very long time and still do. The other day I looked at her in a very different way. I looked up at her and said, "Oh god, she's hot, Ryan's a lucky guy" Things are fucked up in my head right now.

I've...
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Sorry about the emo-ness of the blog I posted earlier....I feel much better now. I just took an almost 6 hour nap. It was amazing Here are some things that make me happy:

Let Go by Frou Frou

I feel somewhat down today. I hope it's because it is gloomy and snowy out today, otherwise, I'm back where I've just come from. I need today to be over.

Poetry time.

Publish This
I"ll write these words, you'll end up in the gutter.
My pen never told a lie before your eyes.
I'm caught between lines and ink and you're caught between the pavement and my boot.
Love me, leave me.
You're yesterday's news,
I'm the editor of the year baby.