lethalcelut

"I am not afraid of danger or capture or wounds or even death, if death must come, but i do fear that once this war is over, we will never get back to the old times. And I belong in those old times. I do not belong in this mad present of killing and I fear I will not fit into any future, try though I may" -Margaret Mitchell

i dont know why i relate that war to everyday struggles, and the killing as part of those struggles, but does it not feel sometimes that despite everything thats happening to you, it really isnt for you. Like, you dont belong in this world that forces you to fight back to 'kill'. and the war is life.
perhaps its too late for this kind of talk, and i should go to sleep.