So, i've decided to not sell my house. I was thinking of renting out 1 of the rooms though. So if anyone is thinking of moving to the North Orange County area, hit me up.
It is such a beautiful day today, but i feel like i can't touch it's glory. Feeling the warm sun shine down on my shoulders, i still feel cold inside and it makes me sad...
"Wash"
Wash me in your blood
Cover my scars with your healing hands
Hold me in your arms of love that I might not fall again
For the lies tear at my thoughts
Deceit clouds my mind
Abandon, left forsaken with my broken will, only to perish and die
If I tried to bleed the pain,
Would you hear me scream?
If I revealed my true self today,
Would you run from me?
Struggle in my heart with pain I cannot bare
Feeling the want that I so long to share
I pray thee my Lord, forsake me not
For my life you have saved and Ive come to naught
At your feet shall I bow
From my heart shall I cry
Incomprehensive to life
Underneath the moon, screaming, shall I die!
If I tried to bleed the pain,
Would you hear me scream?
If I killed the pain today,
Would you cry for me?
Copyright 2001 Nick Guyette
It is such a beautiful day today, but i feel like i can't touch it's glory. Feeling the warm sun shine down on my shoulders, i still feel cold inside and it makes me sad...
"Wash"
Wash me in your blood
Cover my scars with your healing hands
Hold me in your arms of love that I might not fall again
For the lies tear at my thoughts
Deceit clouds my mind
Abandon, left forsaken with my broken will, only to perish and die
If I tried to bleed the pain,
Would you hear me scream?
If I revealed my true self today,
Would you run from me?
Struggle in my heart with pain I cannot bare
Feeling the want that I so long to share
I pray thee my Lord, forsake me not
For my life you have saved and Ive come to naught
At your feet shall I bow
From my heart shall I cry
Incomprehensive to life
Underneath the moon, screaming, shall I die!
If I tried to bleed the pain,
Would you hear me scream?
If I killed the pain today,
Would you cry for me?
Copyright 2001 Nick Guyette
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about the other thing, i hope you do not have to experience even just a little bit of what i went through...and i really do hope you positive vibes rub off on me as well. I'm sure they will in time
im not saying it's "hip" to be sad or experience pain--rather that its REAL, natural and a part of life, you will be happy again and you will be sad, that's the way this human drama goes, I am sure you will get thru the tough times, and use yr writing to help you. we're all on one long crazy journey, enjoy every moment--good and bad, one cannot exist without the other after all. ever read Bukowski? you should.
[Edited on Dec 17, 2004 10:51PM]