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lestat90620:
walking to my fucking car without an umbrella
well sir, i've decided to do a suicide boy set. i'll keep you posted...
tat2dpunkchick:
a suicide boy set, wow, keep me posted!! 
honeychile007:
Ah, that's exciting
well sir, i've decided to do a suicide boy set. i'll keep you posted...
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ethos:
thanks for the comment man -cheers-
beckyuill:
we are good thanks 
getting drunk is soooo british. you sure your not?
be happy. happiness is sexy
getting drunk is soooo british. you sure your not?
be happy. happiness is sexy
so my day has been pretty fucked up. my car broke down, i got a ticket this morning and i'm so late to work, but none the less, i reall don't care. It's kinda nice. I have more than enough reasons to be upset or the like, but i am not.
I"m sitting in some cafe place having some wine and reading byron and, mon...
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beckyuill:
are you british? (i'll tell you why i ask later)
lestat90620:
nope, sorry. yeah, you gotta tell me why!
so i started reading some of the books i bought today and perhaps MissM is right and i am a *couhg* "sap". So what?! Just reading the things i read has warmed my heart and helped me through today. I get sooo excited just thinking about faliing in love with love again. i'll write more about it tomorrow though. i am a bit tired from...
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sickgirl22:
it's kinda funny how when you're going through "stuff" you come across things that let you know you're not alone...i'm not going to try and explain cause i won't make any sense...i'd just like to say-i enjoyed reading these last couple journal entries of yours...they were uplifting and encouraging and made me i really like you're new pic too ...have a great day!! 
i really like you're new pic too ...have a great day!!
beckyuill:
i think its stanton thats doing it to you. seriously.
but im glad you liked the inspirational quotes! i swear im yoda or something huh.
but im glad you liked the inspirational quotes! i swear im yoda or something huh.
well...i have made the decision this past weekend to try and not feel depressed anymore. Rather i will refocus my energy on something that i want. So if i can't have love, i am going to fall in love with love itself.
Starting today, i am going to submerse myself in the idea of love. Yeah yeah, you can call me a "sap" ;~P -...
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Starting today, i am going to submerse myself in the idea of love. Yeah yeah, you can call me a "sap" ;~P -...
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missmuffet:
*cough* *sap*
beckyuill:
Vincent Van Gogh
Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much perfoms much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well.
Buddha
You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.
J. Franklin
Love fails, only when we fail to love.
Mother Teresa
There is more hunger for love and appreciation in this world than for bread.
WOW..... theres some quotes for ya
Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much perfoms much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well.
Buddha
You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.
J. Franklin
Love fails, only when we fail to love.
Mother Teresa
There is more hunger for love and appreciation in this world than for bread.
WOW..... theres some quotes for ya
Well, i gave my word that i would not write about something depressing, but rather something nice or wonderful. So here it is.
Yesterday i was at work walking aound the courtyard and i saw this old couple. They had to be in their late 70's. There they were, walking hand in hand. I saw her glance at him for just a moment with a...
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Yesterday i was at work walking aound the courtyard and i saw this old couple. They had to be in their late 70's. There they were, walking hand in hand. I saw her glance at him for just a moment with a...
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derangedmichy:
Your Journal entry just almost made me cry dude...yeah that is some great shit out there. I sometimes wonder if I can ever find that with anyone...
As I get older and older, I start to wonder if I ever meet anyone like that that i can hold hands with and get older with...I used to think that I can do that with my ex..and now that is out of the pic lol, i just need to take a long deep breathe and just live my life to the fullest alone for now
As I get older and older, I start to wonder if I ever meet anyone like that that i can hold hands with and get older with...I used to think that I can do that with my ex..and now that is out of the pic lol, i just need to take a long deep breathe and just live my life to the fullest alone for now
cinemaone:
dude
i know you want to hold my hamd and make gooooo goooo
eyes at me. I don't blame you.
I do it right now at myself.
Tonight I drank about 150 oz of beer and like michael stip, I feel fine.
i know you want to hold my hamd and make gooooo goooo
eyes at me. I don't blame you.
I do it right now at myself.
Tonight I drank about 150 oz of beer and like michael stip, I feel fine.
"all i want in life's a little bit of love to take the pain away..."
is this too much to ask for? Just someone to show the smallest incling(?) that they not necessarliy care, but just that they understand in their own way. Now don't get me wrong, i really think that each of us deep down inside, in places that we don't speak of,...
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is this too much to ask for? Just someone to show the smallest incling(?) that they not necessarliy care, but just that they understand in their own way. Now don't get me wrong, i really think that each of us deep down inside, in places that we don't speak of,...
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missmuffet:
oh shit i totally forgot! im so sorry...will be reading it this weekend. anyhoo...keep me updated on the event. tell me when the date is.
missmuffet:
ahhhhh im not gonna be in town...
Well, i'm almost up to par, but still have a sore throat and fucking horrible migraines. Good news though, i found 3 people that are gonna live in my house, so YAY! NO MORE RENT FOR ME!!! hahahlololo...
But i digress. I have had an interesting last few days and they weren't all taht bad, but i know it won't last. Soon, the hurt will...
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But i digress. I have had an interesting last few days and they weren't all taht bad, but i know it won't last. Soon, the hurt will...
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kinkerbelle:
thanks for the compliments. *hug*
*hug*
missmuffet:
ARGH!
im so bored...
im so bored...
i finally ate something today!!!! Hooray! This is the first thing taht i ahev eaten since Sunday night when i first started feeling sick...i am soo weak right now. I don't know how i'm gonna make it home in traffic. Was it the 10-710-5-605-91 or 10-710-5-605-405-22....hmm???? 
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rx:
heehee
thanks! my weekend wasnt too hectic... ill be posting my new entry later today and you'll know what i mean... i was actually make do of a boring situation heheheh!
thanks! my weekend wasnt too hectic... ill be posting my new entry later today and you'll know what i mean... i was actually make do of a boring situation heheheh!i feel hopless. Everything still hurts and is getting worse ~
i just want someone to brush their fingertips along my tattoos of Hate, Anger & love; to press their lips softly against my scars and just tell me that i am beautiful to them...
what a monster i have become...
i just want someone to brush their fingertips along my tattoos of Hate, Anger & love; to press their lips softly against my scars and just tell me that i am beautiful to them...
what a monster i have become...
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beckyuill:
monsters can be hot sometimes if thats any consolation.
beckyuill:
ok well no rush in responding. just keep on trucking ok. you'll be fine again. 
<3