it hurts....god, it hurts so bad. i don't even think i can describe such a feeling of despair and pain.
i was just watching Rocky 3 and it was the part where Mickey dies and the way that rocky was crying and he wrapped his arms around him that one last time. Lucky bastard.
It's so painful to be washed away, drowning in these horrible...
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i was just watching Rocky 3 and it was the part where Mickey dies and the way that rocky was crying and he wrapped his arms around him that one last time. Lucky bastard.
It's so painful to be washed away, drowning in these horrible...
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lestat90620:
same
so i'm watching 50 first dates...
Please let me bleed for a moment~
i'm totally taken back by the romanticism in this movie. It made me realize that the last few girls i've had relationships with have never been looking for a serious relatioship. Nor i for that matter. Niether of us were looking and the next thing you know, we're falling head over heels...
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Please let me bleed for a moment~
i'm totally taken back by the romanticism in this movie. It made me realize that the last few girls i've had relationships with have never been looking for a serious relatioship. Nor i for that matter. Niether of us were looking and the next thing you know, we're falling head over heels...
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verushka:
Mr. Jim Beam and I got along well- in fact, very well. We got so cozy with each other that by now the only story is not worth telling...
p.s. 50 first dates is a cute movie.
p.s. 50 first dates is a cute movie.
arottenkitten:
falling in love is fun til you land, then it can hurt quite a bit. that movie reminds me of Groundhog Day where Bill Murray keeps tryin to get Andie MacDowell to love him towards the end of the film.
Stay lovable!
Stay lovable!
well, i'm just sitting here having a drink (malibu and coke) waching La Bamba and waiting to show my place. What a fucked up day...
THe L.A. Gun show was pretty good last night. For an old guy, he's still pretty good...
do you sometimes get that feeling that everything is just bullshit and you have no idea what the fuck your doing in life?...
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THe L.A. Gun show was pretty good last night. For an old guy, he's still pretty good...
do you sometimes get that feeling that everything is just bullshit and you have no idea what the fuck your doing in life?...
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honeychile007:
Are you and i living the same life in alternate dimensions? Becasue. wow, that's how my life has felt to me lately.
Except for the la bamba part-i've never seen it
Except for the la bamba part-i've never seen it
well, i'm just sitting here having a drink (malibu and coke) waching La Bamba and waiting to show my place. What a fucked up day...
THe L.A. Gun show was pretty good last night. For an old guy, he's still pretty good...
do you sometimes get that feeling that everything is just bullshit and you have no idea what the fuck your doing in life?...
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THe L.A. Gun show was pretty good last night. For an old guy, he's still pretty good...
do you sometimes get that feeling that everything is just bullshit and you have no idea what the fuck your doing in life?...
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Hey all,
well, i have some good news kinda. I have 4 people coming to look at my place this weekend to move in. Only problem is that there are only 3 rooms that i have to rent. so someone is gonna lose out, which kinda makes me feel bad, but what are you gonna do right?
Anyways, to answer Verushka's question, NYC was pretty...
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well, i have some good news kinda. I have 4 people coming to look at my place this weekend to move in. Only problem is that there are only 3 rooms that i have to rent. so someone is gonna lose out, which kinda makes me feel bad, but what are you gonna do right?
Anyways, to answer Verushka's question, NYC was pretty...
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unravled:
Uh...hi.
unravled:
Good. Any particular reason we should be friends?
so it gets fucking better. I got a phone call this morning from my mom telling me that my cousin who was living with me at my house up and left this morning back to Idaho to her asshole husband!!!! 
no phone call, no heads up, NO RENT!!!! (i think). So now i have an empty house and no roommates and a fucking goddamn mortgage...
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no phone call, no heads up, NO RENT!!!! (i think). So now i have an empty house and no roommates and a fucking goddamn mortgage...
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verushka:
Ill be on the lookout, but I dont think Ill have much luck. 
I guess this would be a bad time to ask you, but Im gonna anyway- How was NYC?
Miss B
I guess this would be a bad time to ask you, but Im gonna anyway- How was NYC?
Miss B
arottenkitten:
sorry to hear the bad luck, family can be the worst! anyway hope things look up sweetie pie.
lestat90620:
stuff
ok, i got some bad news tonight. One of my roommates wants to move out for some crappy reason (i think he wants to be closer to a girlfriend that he fights with all the time and keep an eye on her or something). So, if any of you cats are interested in renting out a room in my house in orange county (north county),...
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ezer:
Sorry, about the roommate issue. It's seems to be going around, a friend of mine in Montrose is going through the same thing with her roommate but her roommate is moving to NOCAL. I'll let you know if I know of anybody, does it matter if it's girl or boy, roommates? By the way, thanks for the words of encouragement, really thank you.. 
Bon jour everyone!!!
Well, i'm back from new york and it was fucking awesome!!! i'll write a little later on what i did and include some pics and what not. However, i must say for now that the Dracula play was way better than the reviews it had (the guy that played Dracula was incredible) and my neck still hurts from the new tattoo i...
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Well, i'm back from new york and it was fucking awesome!!! i'll write a little later on what i did and include some pics and what not. However, i must say for now that the Dracula play was way better than the reviews it had (the guy that played Dracula was incredible) and my neck still hurts from the new tattoo i...
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missmuffet:
herro, nick.
welcome back
welcome back
quick question, does anyone know of some good punk shows or clubs in either jersey or new york so i can hit them up this weekend?
verushka:
if your going to NY for the weekend- the last weekend of the year, the entire city will be lit up! Well, at least uptown and midtown and of course- down town. Check out some regular clubs like Webster Hall, and club Exit (if its re-opened). You can also check out something that may be going on in Central Park (in the summer and my guess would be in the winter, bands like to perform for free). If you dont like any of the spots I just mentioned- you can check out Saint Marks Sq. they have the cities best pizza, and some hard core punk clubs. If your not going to stay in the city, or if you'd perfer less havoc, check out whatever is going on in Queens, or in Brooklyn. To give you some specifics try: Astoria, Queens; Cooney Island, Brooklyn; Long Island City. Steer clear of the Bronx and other ghettos (JLo comes from there!)
I can check what my friends are doing for the end of the year- they know all the hot spots and what is going down for those days. Ill keep you posted, if you'd like.
I can check what my friends are doing for the end of the year- they know all the hot spots and what is going down for those days. Ill keep you posted, if you'd like.
lestat90620:
Thanks for all the info. That would be great if you could keep me posted!!!! THANKS!!!! 
So, i've decided to not sell my house. I was thinking of renting out 1 of the rooms though. So if anyone is thinking of moving to the North Orange County area, hit me up.
It is such a beautiful day today, but i feel like i can't touch it's glory. Feeling the warm sun shine down on my shoulders, i still feel cold inside...
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It is such a beautiful day today, but i feel like i can't touch it's glory. Feeling the warm sun shine down on my shoulders, i still feel cold inside...
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lestat90620:
i'm sure your interview went well. How could they not want someone like you?!
about the other thing, i hope you do not have to experience even just a little bit of what i went through...and i really do hope you positive vibes rub off on me as well. I'm sure they will in time
about the other thing, i hope you do not have to experience even just a little bit of what i went through...and i really do hope you positive vibes rub off on me as well. I'm sure they will in time
arottenkitten:
Happiness is overrated the best art is made under duress--keep writing and channeling your feelings, you are and will continue to make wonderful discoveries about yourself and life, etc.
im not saying it's "hip" to be sad or experience pain--rather that its REAL, natural and a part of life, you will be happy again and you will be sad, that's the way this human drama goes, I am sure you will get thru the tough times, and use yr writing to help you. we're all on one long crazy journey, enjoy every moment--good and bad, one cannot exist without the other after all. ever read Bukowski? you should.
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im not saying it's "hip" to be sad or experience pain--rather that its REAL, natural and a part of life, you will be happy again and you will be sad, that's the way this human drama goes, I am sure you will get thru the tough times, and use yr writing to help you. we're all on one long crazy journey, enjoy every moment--good and bad, one cannot exist without the other after all. ever read Bukowski? you should.
[Edited on Dec 17, 2004 10:51PM]
i am at an ugly loss for words......not that it means anything in comparison to such a painful situation but i commend you and have great respect for not only opening up but not giving up!! Take Good Care my friend!! Youre in my thoughts!!