Happy Friday.
I've been keeping a secret from you.
I've been working with Brian on the latest version of my long overdue website. It's been on hiatus for quite a while, and it's not done yet, but soon. Much of the content will be entirely new. Some new photos, and perhaps some poetry and some writings transcribed from several of my older paper journals, and maybe some new revelations that may surprise and perhaps even shock.
I'll be adding a guestbook to it and an area for my cam in typical website fashion, but the design is what I'm really loving right now. It feels like this is going to bring things out into the open somehow. Things that I've been harboring for a while. Stories that I've been saving up, secrets I've been afraid to tell.
I don't know how far I'll go, but I'm feeling the desire to open up a little more. I'm feeling somewhat safer in my skin, as it were. More emotionally than physically, of course, because I've never really been truly comfortable in the physical sense. The overwhelming support of those I care about does help though, I have to admit. The warmth and sincerity, and the new friendships being formed. Those things always matter most, and when they are coupled with openness and encouragement, the feeling is sublime. I hope these feelings and the relationships that inspire them will continue to grow as time goes on. I'm looking forward to sharing this part of me with you.
In other news...
I am finally succumbing to this chronic knee thing. (remember the wheelchair incident at Disneyland?) It's been stinging off and on today which doesn't appear to be an improvement, so I think I'd better buck up and go to the doctor about it. It's been 2 weeks now and still swelling and difficult to walk correctly. I wish I knew what I did to cause this. Sucks, too, that I didn't shave my legs today. Heh. Le fuzz. Oh well.
So I'm leaving the office today at 4:30 (in 2 hours) and going to the hospital.
*shivers in fear*
I've been keeping a secret from you.
I've been working with Brian on the latest version of my long overdue website. It's been on hiatus for quite a while, and it's not done yet, but soon. Much of the content will be entirely new. Some new photos, and perhaps some poetry and some writings transcribed from several of my older paper journals, and maybe some new revelations that may surprise and perhaps even shock.
I'll be adding a guestbook to it and an area for my cam in typical website fashion, but the design is what I'm really loving right now. It feels like this is going to bring things out into the open somehow. Things that I've been harboring for a while. Stories that I've been saving up, secrets I've been afraid to tell.
I don't know how far I'll go, but I'm feeling the desire to open up a little more. I'm feeling somewhat safer in my skin, as it were. More emotionally than physically, of course, because I've never really been truly comfortable in the physical sense. The overwhelming support of those I care about does help though, I have to admit. The warmth and sincerity, and the new friendships being formed. Those things always matter most, and when they are coupled with openness and encouragement, the feeling is sublime. I hope these feelings and the relationships that inspire them will continue to grow as time goes on. I'm looking forward to sharing this part of me with you.
In other news...
I am finally succumbing to this chronic knee thing. (remember the wheelchair incident at Disneyland?) It's been stinging off and on today which doesn't appear to be an improvement, so I think I'd better buck up and go to the doctor about it. It's been 2 weeks now and still swelling and difficult to walk correctly. I wish I knew what I did to cause this. Sucks, too, that I didn't shave my legs today. Heh. Le fuzz. Oh well.
So I'm leaving the office today at 4:30 (in 2 hours) and going to the hospital.
*shivers in fear*
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As for your " knee thing " that's not something you want to put off . I did that with an old football injury and wound up with a fucked up knee that hurts any time the weather changes . I hope that yours is something temporary . Thje human body is amazing , but it occasionally "breaks down" . Take care of it as soon as possible . Get well soon . I will be expecting new "panty shots from ya' as soon as you're up and running again
I'll be keeping an eye on your site to say the least! best of luck!!!