The weather is cool and comfortable and foggy grey. I remembered to wear perfume. I soaked my hair in stygian dye last night, so it actually behaved itself when I styled it this morning. I splurged for the new lipstick (my trusty L'Oreal in "Port" and some matching "Glass Shine"). Not too pleased with the mascara but all the Revlon stuff was 40% off. *shrug* I slipped into my favorite black silk, clingy, longsleeved top and black pinstriped pants, so at least I feel sleek and more like myself today.
Brian and I have very special plans tonight. Plans that involve not eating anything after 3PM, a nice cold carton of orange juice, lots of water, a stack of our favorite CDs lined up to listen to, candles, incense, warm, soft blankets, and two tiny blue pills that say "SAFE SEX" on one side and "DUREX" on the other. The floodgates will open at about 8PM. It will be his very first time, and both of our very last times. I cannot express how excited I am about this.
Brian and I have very special plans tonight. Plans that involve not eating anything after 3PM, a nice cold carton of orange juice, lots of water, a stack of our favorite CDs lined up to listen to, candles, incense, warm, soft blankets, and two tiny blue pills that say "SAFE SEX" on one side and "DUREX" on the other. The floodgates will open at about 8PM. It will be his very first time, and both of our very last times. I cannot express how excited I am about this.
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p.s. I've done it LOTS of times, but he never had before last night. Since he didn't get the same buzz, perhaps I'll convince him to try again sometime. Had he really rolled, that would have been my last time - I'm pretty set on swearing off drugs at some point soon. I've been down the road enough times, believe me. It's time to get serious and start working n other things.