0
Tegan and Sarah rocked. Go see them...what are you waiting for, GO!

kiss
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
zarina:
I spent the entire show upstairs in the drinking area
pyrexia:
i wanted to go to that show... but couldn't make it. frown
0
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
jumpsteady:
Yes, those were some nice photos. How's things?
lucky_16:
It's too much to type right now, but remind me to tell you sometime about the guy with the argon-krypton bulb. shocked

Nothin but love... kiss kiss kiss

robot ooo aaa
0
cut and paste, fix, fix, fix...
teddykev:
Well right on!

I dunno why but I thought of you when I saw miss Sicily's set go up.

Now that I see your profile I remember, good stuffsmile

Your friendly neighborhood teddykevsmile
0
Time to retire the last entry. I haven't come to terms with this situation yet, and being reminded of it every time I log onto this site only decelerates recovery. Much love and thanks to each of you who have encouraged me to move on. I know I shouldn't allow an immature jerk to rattle my self-esteem, but such is the consequence of this brief...
Read More
VIEW 12 of 12 COMMENTS
lucky_16:
Hey, baby!

I came by to wish you a happy Valentine's Day, but it sounds like I should have come sooner.
:big hug:
It's okay. You're still alive and still loved.
:forehead to forehead:
YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
:stroking/ fixing your hair:
You are a strong, vibrant, intelligent, SENSITIVE, TALENTED, and BEAUTIFUL mowan (hee hee- that was a typo, but it looks funny so i left it. enjoy! blush ).
:tilting your head up- eye to eye now:
You WILL be happy
:my hands on your shoulders:
You are a beloved child of the all encompassing force behind all of creation and existence. The exact same consciousness that set infinite universes spinning chose SPECIFICALLY to make YOU, Ms J, & to make you as completely amazing as you are. And you ARE. God is not Ashton Kutcher. You are not being Punk'd (well, maybe- but s/he wouldn't do it without a hell of a consolation prize, trust me wink )
:another hug, whispering in your ear:
...and if you're still upset, how 'bout I bring you the jerks balls on a silver platter? Well, think about it anyway...
:you laugh (hopefully :-P):
There it went... *poof* (It did, right?)
Better now?
:chaste kiss on the cheek:
If its any consolation, you KNOW that you're the only woman for me, and there is always love here if you need it, right? Ok.

Now go do your best. Be bold and mighty forces will come to your aid.
-- Goethe (via Cameron Crowe)

"Its get-ting bet-ter all the ti-iiime"
"Better
Better
Bet-ter"
"Get-ting so much bet-ter all the time...."

I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!!!!! kiss biggrin kiss

robot ooo aaa

P.S.- You've got to know your chicken. bok
P.P.S.- Steve Jones was on that Jimmy Kimmel / Craig Ferguson / whatever show about a week ago & I forgot to tell you (1k apologies, mistress!). He was a mad bastard (of course). I(f you missed it, I'll give you the skinny.

Cheer up pincess. Its a brand new day.
Well, what are you waiting for?!? Carpe Diem, bitch!!!! kiss biggrin surreal blackeyed tongue wink kiss

<almost forgot... A Celtic Toast
May those who love us continue to love us.
For those who don't, may God turn their hearts.
If s/he does not turn their hearts, may s/he turn their ankles, so we may know them by their limping. biggrin wink kiss

[Edited on Feb 14, 2005 2:53PM]
swindy:
if jerks didnt rattle your selfesteem you wouldnt be human, we all get hurt.

ah well I always say if the knife's in your back twist it arround make it murt more then let it bleed out it will feel much better after, I dont know why I say that but its kinda true for me, someone hurts me I make it feel much worse for myself by bringing up the best part of the journey, soon after I tend to become numb to the orginal pain and it all seems to disapear. But hey thats just me and I am typing way too much in your journal,

Good luck biggrin
0
Sometimes I loathe myself.

Sometimes I seriously question why my usual patterns are just about as easy to disarrange as the constellations in the evening sky?

Sometimes I deeply resent my lingering threads of heterosexuality, because I am forever attracted to the wrong fucking bastard.

Sometimes I lie to myself...this is what happens when I do.


Sometimes I get pushed right over to the side....
Read More
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
arachnequarius:
well, glad to hear you are on the mend, at least. and yes, despite the necessity of ending things, the fact that they end can nonetheless but such a dissapointment. people - funner than monkeys. gah.

ok, i just looked up and saw "3. I would not have sex with Paris Hilton.". that is hilarious. i might ... but i have kind of a soft spot for trashy girls.
tongue
teddykev:
Thanks it's nice to be back and YOU my pretty are much moresmile

Your friendly neighborhood teddykevsmile
0
I fucking bled on his cream-coloured duvet. Not just one or two little driplets either. The duvet looks like it was used as a maxi pad.

My face is still white from terror.


Take my life, please.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
jumpsteady:
Wow, I'm sorry frown

I'm getting sent to Korea for a whole year. I like Korean food, so at least there's that...
prophetnoise:
now, are you talking monthly blood, or are you severly injured? frown
0
Monday morning...groan...

Not too much to say right now, except that being snowed in on Saturday night gave me the chance to catch up on television. I watched The Filth and the Fury with my mother, who once detested my obsessive Sex Pistols phase and was very compelled by the film. I forgot how good that doc was. And I almost forgot how much the...
Read More
VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
tulipbooty:
does it involve romance? weight loss? a degree? a new tattoo?

is it cheating if i want all of these to count as one question? wink
arachnequarius:
i need to see that movie - sounds quite good.

and OH YAY MYSTERY GOAL PROGRESS!! i will send you extra energy. good luck! kiss
0
I hate to do another "In a Nutshell" entry but once again I've been struggling to find the time to write something substantial. So kiddies, this was my week:

1) Witnessed the aftermath of a crime scene in a local mall. Police tape all over the place. Got a clear birds eye view of a giant pool of blood. There was man's winter jacket and...
Read More
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
arachnequarius:
ohhhhh, he sounds like a wonderful guy, and what a fantastic experience!! being able to share a growing moment with a beloved is soooo special. how completely wonderful for BOTH of you. he really sounds like a keeper in a number of ways. i hope you all have some blissed out fun this weekend.

wow - what an intense series of days you've been having, missy! it sounds like you are doing alot of excellent living though. i am vewwy vewwy interested in the climbing thing. i love a gym, but alternatives are always cool. and that has adventure built in - you can go to all kinds of fab locales to climb.

still prayin'. you deserve the best.

beware of crackwhore co-workers. skull
india:
Wow you are sooo busy

Hope you are good smile
0
Mood= surreal

Yeah, it's just been one of those weekends. Not all is wierd, though. Did some productive things. I started my first painting in over a year which I'm quite excited about. Went bowling with friends, ate sushi, bought a political journal, downloaded some tracks by the The Go Team and Scissor Sisters...and that's about it, I think.

I'm not looking forward to the work...
Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
arachnequarius:
dear diety of choice,

leola is absolutley awesome. she is smart, sassy, sexy, and clearly deserving of all her wishes. please pay special attention to her request, as i am most certain that the world would be a better place if it were granted. while yr at it, maybe throw in a surprise treat as well.

thanks and stuff.
arachne
kiss
kingskottie:
the go team is great. that cd is still import only frown
0
So this wasn't the greatest New Year's I've ever had, but it was still fairly entertaining. I attended a formal house party with a girlfriend who drank a full fuckin' magnum of blush wine puke and got really trashed. We didn't know too many people there, so we eventually bailed and headed over to one of the local bars. As expected, it turned out to be...
Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
darklis:
We'll see ya Saturday? wink
prophetnoise:
job search kinda lame. I havent really been trying per se, but there are a thousand Commercial Driving jobs in the paper that i could probably easily get, BUT MY LICENSE IS SUSPENDED! GRRRRR. . .i'll get something soon. thanks for askin