he puts his fists against the posts and still insists he see's the ghosts.
tommarrow im gonna be myself plus 1.
the older you get the more expierence you gain. You add this expierence and divide by your age to get the average personalty. The more expeirence you have the more watered down your personalty becomes? what? no.
the more varying and polar your expeirences...
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tommarrow im gonna be myself plus 1.
the older you get the more expierence you gain. You add this expierence and divide by your age to get the average personalty. The more expeirence you have the more watered down your personalty becomes? what? no.
the more varying and polar your expeirences...
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_sarah_:
I've been meaning to check out Death in Vegas. Thanks for reminding me. 
_sarah_:
Oh my god! I just caught the reference to Eddie Izzard in your "virginity" section. 
I feel like a warm magnet, incased in a block of wood.
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lelio:
encased in more poop?
twinkie_chainsaw:
I could draw your magnetic lines of flux if you like.
1. Sweet Masochistic Temptation
2. I have a brand new car with about a quarter tank o gas in it, and about 2 dollars and change of total accessable money. and lots of bills to pay, I get paid on the first, that might cover a good half of what i owe. I'll figure it out, somehow. I just feel so helpless when i have...
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2. I have a brand new car with about a quarter tank o gas in it, and about 2 dollars and change of total accessable money. and lots of bills to pay, I get paid on the first, that might cover a good half of what i owe. I'll figure it out, somehow. I just feel so helpless when i have...
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_sarah_:
Hey... nine months is a long time for me. 
Leave me alone.
I'm at the point where I've decided to concentrate all of my sexual energy on projects, working out/losing weight, playing my piano, and remodeling the house. It seems like every time I devote my life to myself and swear off romance, someone comes along.
Leave me alone.
I'm at the point where I've decided to concentrate all of my sexual energy on projects, working out/losing weight, playing my piano, and remodeling the house. It seems like every time I devote my life to myself and swear off romance, someone comes along.
morgan:
Actually it's less not wanting to be friends with people who are judgemental (cause I know everyone makes judgements of some sort) and more that I think it's just obnoxious to be that concerned with what people listened to.
I'd end up punching someone in the face if they kept talking about who had "sold out" and who hadn't.
I'd end up punching someone in the face if they kept talking about who had "sold out" and who hadn't.
Nobody panic! Im in charge here.
nothing to see, move along, everything will be taken care of. This has all been planned out long ago. just follow the lines painted on the ground,
If you bump into the person in front of you, just slow down a bit. If the person behind you bumps into you, speed up a bit. this way you can exist...
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nothing to see, move along, everything will be taken care of. This has all been planned out long ago. just follow the lines painted on the ground,
If you bump into the person in front of you, just slow down a bit. If the person behind you bumps into you, speed up a bit. this way you can exist...
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_sarah_:
Oh, you are too cute. I'm going to add you to my list. I've actually DONE the thing with the blankets and flashlight, but we read Grimm's Fairy Tales to each other.
When my three friends and I saw "Office Space", we were all working as secretaries. When he yelled about PC Load Letter, we all yelled, "It means add paper!!!"
When my three friends and I saw "Office Space", we were all working as secretaries. When he yelled about PC Load Letter, we all yelled, "It means add paper!!!"
twinkie_chainsaw:
Are you studying to be a cop?
arg. money suX, yeah, thats right, with a capitol X fer, um... Xtra suckiness.
but anyway, moving along......
My headphones have a microphone attached to them, but i always have it swung back, and i only plug into the line out port. typical.....
Am i an over punctuater?
anyone ever read stranger in a strange land? the part about the poem of all punctuation marks,...
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but anyway, moving along......
My headphones have a microphone attached to them, but i always have it swung back, and i only plug into the line out port. typical.....
Am i an over punctuater?
anyone ever read stranger in a strange land? the part about the poem of all punctuation marks,...
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twinkie_chainsaw:
Did you make your profile pic? I really like the color scheme going. It's trippy, I keep forgetting to tell you that.
Fuck Yeah.
I just drove for 10 hours along PCH .
I ended up getting a hold of my friend Radhika at the last second and she was completely awesome and gave me a temporary home in oakland for a few days. We all went out and got good and fucked up last night. I drove up with my friend paul, who by random chance...
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I just drove for 10 hours along PCH .
I ended up getting a hold of my friend Radhika at the last second and she was completely awesome and gave me a temporary home in oakland for a few days. We all went out and got good and fucked up last night. I drove up with my friend paul, who by random chance...
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twinkie_chainsaw:
Shit, 140! On highway 1? Wow, the trip sounds great, I'm glad it went so well...
twinkie_chainsaw:
yea man you're all over the phi thing. Now wait, is that "fee" or "fy"?
Hey, have you torn down any belief structures lately?
Hey, have you torn down any belief structures lately?
So i got a friend to come with me and im leaving wedensday afterwork for frisco. Im bringing clothes water, sleeping bags, lots o' music, a chess set... what else? I really have no idea where im sleeping at this point, i have been unable to get a hold of my friend there yet and i probably dont want to spend the $ on motel...
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invisigirl:
i forgot to say "have a great trip", and bring a camera--even if just a disposable one. then you can take pics of goofy signs and stuff. I took a picture while driving on the highway once, of a sign for the exit to a place called "fancy gap". hehe that makes me giggle.
twinkie_chainsaw:
Sweet! You may try cruising through half moon bay. If you do, go to Original Johnny's (it's a diner on main), tell the cook that you're a friend of amato's (but it's my catholic family so don't mention naked goth chicks or something please). They may give you something weird like a menu or something...
Tell me how it was when you get back...
Oh, try finding a spot to camp North of HMB on the coast... Just watch out for Poison Oak!
Tell me how it was when you get back...
Oh, try finding a spot to camp North of HMB on the coast... Just watch out for Poison Oak!
Ive lost the ability to be truly infatuated with a woman, There are women who are everything i want, I see this, I think it, Something in me refuses to feel it.
I see that this must be some kind of subconcious defense mechanism thing, I think this too, but it doesnt change anything,
Ive invested too much in knowing. All i feel is the...
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I see that this must be some kind of subconcious defense mechanism thing, I think this too, but it doesnt change anything,
Ive invested too much in knowing. All i feel is the...
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invisigirl:
you wrote:
"i want to see how you see what ive seen in you."
i'm not sure, but i think i like what you're saying there.
building forts--cool
"i want to see how you see what ive seen in you."
i'm not sure, but i think i like what you're saying there.
building forts--cool
lelio:
a lelio is a charector in 'le commede del arte' these old kind of slapstick (actually its where that word originated from) plays they used to put on in italy and france, I first heard reference to it from the anne rice books. i guess its kind of the antithesis of me. Lelio is always vain, cocky, and in love. its as good an alterego as any i guess, ive been using since i was 11 or so, back in the old school dial-up BBS days. anyone remember those?
thanks invisigirl, whatever you think it means, thats exactly what i was trying to say.
nihlism is scary..... Im not suicidal or anything, im actually in a decent mood lately, just introspective.
thanks invisigirl, whatever you think it means, thats exactly what i was trying to say.
nihlism is scary..... Im not suicidal or anything, im actually in a decent mood lately, just introspective.
Ive just been to see a movie on a friday night, how normal personish of me... yep, just a guy, goin to see a movie with his friends, just tryen to get by, yep.
it was anger managment, a bit cheesy at times, but if'd you only stop being a cynical bastard and just enjoy the freaken movie it'd be damn funny okay? It actually...
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it was anger managment, a bit cheesy at times, but if'd you only stop being a cynical bastard and just enjoy the freaken movie it'd be damn funny okay? It actually...
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twinkie_chainsaw:
Yea man, it's just not easy eing a guy tryin' to make it by...
I almost went to a movie w/my SO, but everything looked kinda lame. Ya know, I realize Van Disel is an amazing actor, but I think his flicks are just to wordy...
I almost went to a movie w/my SO, but everything looked kinda lame. Ya know, I realize Van Disel is an amazing actor, but I think his flicks are just to wordy...
twinkie_chainsaw:
Oh yea, I'd take Vegas, you can hang there for a little amount of money: Just go to the excaliber buffett, pig out and load up your pockets. Then play the nickel slots and get free booze. Then camp out near red rocks so you don't have to get a hotel room. But do bring someone else along, unless you prefer to be the lonley morbid type, which is cool too.
ahhhh...
i just bought the best loaf of sourdough bread ive ever tasted, im nibbling it now with bits of cheese.
the past 2 days have been like afternoon nap, after working hard all day, my head ache slowly fading away as i slowly and purposefully let my whole body relax once more, so many things were bad in so many ways i didnt even...
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i just bought the best loaf of sourdough bread ive ever tasted, im nibbling it now with bits of cheese.
the past 2 days have been like afternoon nap, after working hard all day, my head ache slowly fading away as i slowly and purposefully let my whole body relax once more, so many things were bad in so many ways i didnt even...
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