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fell asleep right after journal last night - got vice city running this morning - fear i will never see light of day again.

until tommarrow of course. when i go to the beach, maybe.

done with work cycle.
begin internet cycle.

today was for goodness. I feel with energy, is making $55 with the tips only. for four hours working.
i feel like to going out with friends after, but no one come. Now i home and glad for it. I feel for no energy anymore.

i get to sleep in tommarow. good.

ill stay up late tonight and...
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hello, I'll be your journal writer for the moment.

today i went to work, twice. then came home and ate food, then went on the internet, the end.

tommarrow: same
saturday: only one job, sleep in time, oh yeah....
sunday: OFF! I so appreciate my days off more now, im already trying to think of what i want to do that day, any suggestions?

maybe...
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the side, my friends, has flipped. and here i am.


tonight, i eat taco's.

I built a computer for my boss today. the ones we buy from our usual tech people always suck and he was complaining about his always dying, a few boastfull words were thrown about what a better computer i could build and i ended up sending an underling to fry's for...
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good times, noodle salad.

Ive been home too much. I goota get out. but i still feel all sickly. i work in 2 hours then get home at 9 .
I will then create a large robot out of used computer parts and engage him in a philosophical discusion regarding the evolution of the peanut, how it came to be and what symbiotic relationships it...
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im still sick as hell but i decided im happy again.

my friend Radhika called me yesterday, she just got back from meditating in the forsest for a few weeks. She does it every year around this time. She's the one who lives in oakland. I really wanna go back and visit again, it was so relaxing up there.

i put a nasty gash in...
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howdy.

i lost my skin at the post office over the weekend. i accidentally dropped it in the slot...
now there's lint and crap all over my exposed muscles and tissue. the lemon yellow feeling of infection is slowly creeping through my body like alexandre. every time i come into contact with the world now it hurts and i leave a bloody mark. I wish...
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the past few have been fuckng horrible in so many ways.

but whatever.....

I saw donnie darko recently. Its crazy i never heard anything about it before. it had some very original shit in there. I love how its like they started with a cheesy 80's movie as a canvas and then made it all weird and heady.

thanks to sorcha for mentioning it on...
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my head is filld with helium and its making it difficult to sleep. Sometimes i cant sleep, and i just lay in bed and enjoy the nothingness for awhile, im really okay with that. but tonight I am deprived of even that simplist of pleasures. because there's nothing to enjoy, or rather there's not nothing to enjoy. I have my head, just sitting there, filled...
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flowing words without content, intagible tastes and sounds. When i was young i wouldnt sleep sometimes and my senses would get out of whack, every sound was a seperate angry entity whose very existance involved only hating me. Touch became an un fathomable world out of scale with anything i had ever known, id close my eyes and grasp a glass of water, it was...
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