lelaina

well, im still in belgium. yesterday was the last day of the fesivals here. in the past 9 days ive spent 6 of them at concerts Valentina you were right, NIN was the best thing i have seen in a VERY long time!! oh!! amazing!! i also have to say that Rammstein put on the most impressive show. FUCKING loud! the lighting was incredible and all the pyrotechnics agh!! insane insane - so good.

so im off to a place here in belgium called Brugge tomorrow for a few days then off to the netherlands for more bands.

i keep hearing how great the weather is at home and i miss it so much. mind you, today here is cold and rainy so im happy damn summer, just burns my skin

and just for the update, i think i finally know what i want with the tim/phil situation. the guy i have lived with for so long now (the one i left behind) still holds my heart. he's the one that makes me smile. im so scared of my decision making, i seem to not trust myself enough. i just want my decsion to be right. im tired of dating the ones who arent worth it.

big hugs all round, is there a brissie hookup anytime soon after i get home????