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Life hasn't changed much over the past year. A depression looms in the background, wanting to be my constant companion. It's winter, life should be better, happier. But it's not. Do I have good grounds to feel this way? Yes and no. Sometimes I feel I make my own life complicated. But there are also things out of my control affecting the big picture. Scrape back the layers, and in the end, I'm just not satisfied. Maybe that's me, forever wanting more. Or maybe I want less. Can't even tell. It's not that I'm unhappy. Or maybe I am. At a cross road with a blindfold on. Maybe I was just born a drifter...

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