I had this great idea where I was going to call Delta airlines and book the first flight to Portland I could get... I wanted to arrive in time for my best friend's annual Valentine's day party, aptly entitled: " 'Boys Suck and I Hate Them All' Valentine's Day Soiree"
I rememeber it being pretty fun, especially the part last year where she chased out...
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I rememeber it being pretty fun, especially the part last year where she chased out...
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josh:
Screw the houseguest, come baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack! 
mmmm... sunday dinner is pork chops and gravy. yum. I think I'll keep my carnivorous sensibilities for the time being.
snag:
whose invited? i'm hungry
leiru13:
I forgot to mention the baked apples and the green bean casserole. yum.
I can't sleep.
I couldn't sleep all night.
I finally gave up and took a hot bath.
My mother's alarm is going off, but I don't feel like starting the day.
I want to write letters that I never send.
I miss my friends alot.
Sometimes I am afraid.
Random poetry is running through my head.
Today is the nine of swords.
Last night I...
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I couldn't sleep all night.
I finally gave up and took a hot bath.
My mother's alarm is going off, but I don't feel like starting the day.
I want to write letters that I never send.
I miss my friends alot.
Sometimes I am afraid.
Random poetry is running through my head.
Today is the nine of swords.
Last night I...
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leiru13:
I'm pretty sure it will be ok. I just needed to do the things that I do to get out of it- call my best friends, a few of the people who know me best, call my people in portland to hear familiar voices, eat comfort food, and remember that I've made it through more diffucult stuff than depression... Also gossip from back home doesn't hurt.. If it were a little warmer a bike ride would be in order. Exercise always makes me feel clean and alive.
[Edited on Feb 08, 2003]
[Edited on Feb 08, 2003]
snag:
when i discharged from the army...they neglected to take their gas mask. i held onto it...
now i'm kinda glad i did
now i'm kinda glad i did
look at the stories my arms have told
when i have stopped dancing
to greet you the time
you stood in the moonlight
whispering to me
that I was lost
so lost
that you would never find me
when i have stopped dancing
to greet you the time
you stood in the moonlight
whispering to me
that I was lost
so lost
that you would never find me
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josh:
I like that pic. It's mysterious.
g_felix:
Hey Lexi,
Yes, scars on the arms have their stories to tell. So do the eyes if you will allow someone to look deep enough.
Do you think that you are lost, too? If so, look down. That is where you are. The question is, where do you want to get to, hmm?
Yes, scars on the arms have their stories to tell. So do the eyes if you will allow someone to look deep enough.
Do you think that you are lost, too? If so, look down. That is where you are. The question is, where do you want to get to, hmm?
Ugh. Little sucesses don't mean much sometimes. I just sucessfully hunted down a patient assistance program online for one of my medications. Albeit the most important one I take, it was only one in eight that I have to take care of, the next in line is the seizure med and then the drug that keeps me from getting icky pneumonia.
It is a pretty...
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_v_:
so, are you calling me a sheep?
snag:
my grandmother used to make do rags like that one..
cool
good luck w/the other things
cool
good luck w/the other things
I feel shitty today.
I hurt and I am worried.
My insurance cancelled me retroactively and apparantly they are going to send a bill for things since november... I think that will be about $8000... so I feel kinda sick to my stomach. I'm hoping it's not more. I'm guessing that I can't afford to renew my subscription here, there is about $100 dollars between...
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I hurt and I am worried.
My insurance cancelled me retroactively and apparantly they are going to send a bill for things since november... I think that will be about $8000... so I feel kinda sick to my stomach. I'm hoping it's not more. I'm guessing that I can't afford to renew my subscription here, there is about $100 dollars between...
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_v_:
if i had a lot of deniro, i would make all those problems go away
catdad:
Wish there was something I could say or do. Hopefully all will eventually work out. And you'll make it back to Portland.
Hey, So I'm updating my journal.
It hasn't been updated for a while.
The reason is that not much has happened.
I've been reading Lord of the Rings and playing on the computer too much.
Occasionally I leave my house to go on a bike ride.
Today my trip outside is to the doctor's office.
It is warm today, maybe I can go on a...
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It hasn't been updated for a while.
The reason is that not much has happened.
I've been reading Lord of the Rings and playing on the computer too much.
Occasionally I leave my house to go on a bike ride.
Today my trip outside is to the doctor's office.
It is warm today, maybe I can go on a...
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snag:
woo...the doctor
_v_:
so how did your appointment go?
i hope all is well.
and it is gorgeous outside today.
well if i don't catch you on today. give me a call.
i hope all is well.
and it is gorgeous outside today.
well if i don't catch you on today. give me a call.
To quote one of my best friends, "Well, shit, kids..."
So, I've been away from the Holy City of P-Town for a month now. I can't believe that I actually miss the city itself. Of course I miss all of my friends in it, but it is the city for which I ache. It is being downtown and anonymous, listening to city rhythms and breathing...
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So, I've been away from the Holy City of P-Town for a month now. I can't believe that I actually miss the city itself. Of course I miss all of my friends in it, but it is the city for which I ache. It is being downtown and anonymous, listening to city rhythms and breathing...
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mistersatan:
That's okay, the gov't is picking up the bill on this one. Thanks, unemployment!
Now all I have to do is figure out a way to get down to my car. Pierce Transit, here I come...
Now all I have to do is figure out a way to get down to my car. Pierce Transit, here I come...
_v_:
hey
update your damn journal
update your damn journal
New journal time!
Life is weird here. My little bro had a party at the house last night with a few good friends, all of whom kept him up all night talking about how hot they thought I was. My brother flipped out at me this morning because of it. I just was mildly amused at the whole thing.
Grandma has gone back to her...
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Life is weird here. My little bro had a party at the house last night with a few good friends, all of whom kept him up all night talking about how hot they thought I was. My brother flipped out at me this morning because of it. I just was mildly amused at the whole thing.
Grandma has gone back to her...
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mistersatan:
Laurie-
Thank you for the suggestion, I'll have to try that. I don't know if I'll be on the comp this evening, but if I am, I'll be sure to look for you.
Have I ever told you that I like your profile pic?
-Randy
Thank you for the suggestion, I'll have to try that. I don't know if I'll be on the comp this evening, but if I am, I'll be sure to look for you.
Have I ever told you that I like your profile pic?
-Randy
_v_:
knock, knock
Happy me! The cable guy came today and I have my BROADBAND back!
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_v_:
i'm jealous