legolas

I see that which I wish could be but how it seems that it shall never be for I had a dream and now that dream is lost from me and I have become that which I wished I would never be which is lost forever in the places where lost things become lost forever to be never found for I am buried deep in the abyss from which there is no return only loneliness and despair! My only crimes being that I shall never settle for less then absolute happiness and never try to be that which I am not! For I am from a world that is maybe forever lost and shall never be again but a dream that is fading from the light into darkness forever banished to obscurity! Alas we pray for deeper understanding and brighter days and always trying to find our way through the dark waters to our bright field of dreams! The world is like the wind always changing and I remain as a tree rooted to the earth always fighting to retain my shallow grasp on that which I have anchored myself! Such a small precipice that if it were to rain just a little too much I may fall from my perch lost into the storm of time and swallowed whole before my next breath! Into the blackness I fall losing forever the chance to bask in the warm morning sunlight once more! Alas could it be yet still a dream or is it truly just another nightmare from which we scream to wake and yet remain unheard for no one can hear us in our mind? Legolas