legolas

We spend our life constantly weaving our web each and every day anew! It is ever changing and always in threat of attack and absolute destruction and at times in tatters from the aftermath and repairs are forever constant! Our center is always the strongest and weathers the storms best due to that it is made up of the ones we care about the most and whom care about us as well so for the most part always stays unchanged though there are times a part of it fails due to falseness and lost dreams! Also the misfortune of loss will from time to time tear a hole that for awhile remains unrepaired and for those that are unforgettable in our lives there will always be a void where their strand resided! Our webs midsection holds those we feel are good friends therefore makes this part the next strongest yet it goes through change more frequently then the center because some strands may move to the center or to the outside or drop off all together! Making repairs here a little more frequent! Our outer section is the most time consuming and tedious and this is where we must be the most cautious and take the most care in keeping our web anchored solid to the outside world! Constantly under attack from the elements that are constantly crashing against us and striving to tear us apart and always searching for the weakest strands to collide with so as to inflict the most damage possible! This is unavoidable and we always hope that our web can be elastic enough to bounce back with the least damage and pray there never comes a time that all comes crashing down around us into a heap that would take so long to untangle and drag back up out of the ashes that it could seem unbearable and impossible to do so! That we decide to build a completely new one with disastrous and sometimes detrimental results that leave us so broken and smashed against the razor sharp cliffs and leaving us so bloody we can hardly stand even ourselves to the point that we just lay there and let the vultures rip the flesh from our bones with laughter and absolute gratification in their new victory! Most of us do this at some point in our lives for some reason or another. Seems the natural way of things be it because of traumatic or selfish reasons! And when this collapses pray that we can successfully resurrect our true selves back up again to start fresh where we left off and be happy once more with the web that is truly who we are and truly accept that it is always best to stay true to ones self and never let anyone or anything destroy that! Because to go through life hiding from the reality of whom we really truly are! Now that is the true disaster with no hope of repair!!! Legolas