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Someone told me before I left for Sweden that they thought my life was gonna change a lot this year and I didn't really believe them. I told myself that there were some things in my life that would never change or go away and I was certain about it.

I have to admit, though, that those things have actually changed after all- friendships I've had for nearly 6 years have evaporated and the things I wanted are no longer so important to me. The fact I was told in advance is some comfort- it feels a little more under control- but to be honest, this evening I just want someone to give me a hug right now. Not a *hug* or any other virtual, telepathic or metaphorical hug- I just want someone to hold and to hold me.

One day I'll be settled and be back to the chipper little chappy I was in the summer.