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Monday: Went to the Health Clinic cuz i was out of BirthControl.Usually when you go to the health clinic it means your ass is poor and you dont have insurnace like i dont. And i fuckin hate going there. because those people look at you like your this Diseased Ridden Whore. So your BC is free and they give you a 3 month supply. Well they ask you the same questions: Are you Having any problems? Do you have any questions? Would you like some condoms?
And I usually say no because
1. My boyfriend is fixed.
B. I AM on BirthControl, hense my presence there
Plus, we're both clean, we were both checked out at when we first got together, so we have no fuckin use for condoms.
But when u decline the condoms, they write it on your chart. And then you become the biggest Diseased Ridden Whore there. and they treat you that way. And that pisses me off, cuz those people are no better than i am. The only reason I go there is becuase I dont have insurance. And if i did, i sure as hell would not be going there.
Then the only reason im on BirthControl is because Im addicted to them. My body is addicted to them. Last month I stopped takin them bacuse I dont need them, and for a week straight I had a fuckin headache everynight. I was fiening them like they were Crack or somthing. Like i was all shaking and edgy and I was going into withdrawls. It takes bout 3 Months for them to be totally out of your system. I DONT feel like being that person for 3 months.

Im leaving tomorrow for a week. Ill be in Gulf Shores. Ill be away from SG for a week.
Im watchin the baby right now. He just layed down for a nap. We gotta go get his Daddy at 2:30, hell be out till then. Hes such a sweetheart.

Well this is Goodbye for now. See you all when i get home