leelee

Ive been really scared lately about a few things. Ive been crying a lot about everything. Im scared, and its hard for me to just let the tears come. i fight them and try to calm myself down. I have no real reason to be scared. At least i hope i dont.
No, i dont, i kno i dont. but i think i do.
i go through this every month, everytime my period rolls around and my hormones go wild.
i dont really talk bout whats scaring me anymore since i kno he has to be tired of hearing it, and i kno im tired of feeling it.
its so weird to just sit here, alone, and let myself just cry.