ok. i am feeling a little better. i just can't let myself get discouraged in the face of all this. i'm doing ok, i just have to push through and be thankful that i have time to do other stuff - to go to rock shows, to do astrology readings, to spend time with my family of wonderful housemates.
i just get so discouraged sometimes about how behind i feel in the money department, and it seems like i'll never get ahead and it seems like no one cares if i am an expert on anything. but i am thankful that i can get by (jusssttt barely, if my housemates feed me) on working part time at my crap retail job, which means i have more free days to read about the sky and build websites for all the artists in my life who need them.
plus, sometimes eating chocolate solves a lot of problems.
i just get so discouraged sometimes about how behind i feel in the money department, and it seems like i'll never get ahead and it seems like no one cares if i am an expert on anything. but i am thankful that i can get by (jusssttt barely, if my housemates feed me) on working part time at my crap retail job, which means i have more free days to read about the sky and build websites for all the artists in my life who need them.
plus, sometimes eating chocolate solves a lot of problems.
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I know what it feels like to be poor. I come from an upper-class background. On my own now I'm in the lowest income bracket short of living on the street. People you know taking holidays to distant lands, somehow affording beer and parties. Yeah...it's depressing.
Looking through your music choices: If you haven't already, you would probably like Bogdan Radczynski(sp?).