*i've lost patience with a lot of things, people.
*I've been working loads of extra hours - money= clothes + possible holiday
*I thought about killing off bateman and starting again as someone brand new but that idea faded
*it's not SG I particularly avoided (ok, well a bit) but more my reliance on online-relationships which I felt were becoming unhealthy
*I didnt miss some...
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Our frank and open
Deep conversations
They get me nowhere
They just bring me down, so
Give it a rest, won't you ?
Now will you just give over ?
The world may be ending
But look, I'm only human
Won't somebody stop me
From thinking
From thinking all the time
About everything
Oh, somebody
From thinking all the time
So deeply, so bleakly ?...
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Deep conversations
They get me nowhere
They just bring me down, so
Give it a rest, won't you ?
Now will you just give over ?
The world may be ending
But look, I'm only human
Won't somebody stop me
From thinking
From thinking all the time
About everything
Oh, somebody
From thinking all the time
So deeply, so bleakly ?...
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shoegal:
is this the third time that you've updated the same journal?
come on. come back. update. normaly.
don't be down.
come on. come back. update. normaly.
don't be down.
tarqu1n:
Yes indeed. It's good to see Banksy is keeping up with decorating London isn't it? 
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rainwolfkin:
why is it that you look the same in all your photos? i always think i look like a totally different person. 
moya:
It's always smart to let the pregnant lady get her rest. Or whatever else she may need/want/desire/nag for, etc..
My weekend was boring, as usual. Wake up, go to work, come home, sleep... Meh. Hopefully yours went by with more fun.
Or whatever else she may need/want/desire/nag for, etc..
My weekend was boring, as usual. Wake up, go to work, come home, sleep... Meh.
Hopefully yours went by with more fun. 
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baise:
Baise is such a cunt...want me to sit on her? 
leola:
She is hot! I love that song too.... xxxx
Im still moody as hell but certain people are doing a good job cheering me up so thank you!!
Stick to talking about music..easier all round.
Memorable* Concerts Ive been to: (*no real order and doesnt mean to say they were the best)
1. Morrissey - Wembley Arena
First real concert I went to. Dad dragged me to a Michael Jackson concert when I was...
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Stick to talking about music..easier all round.
Memorable* Concerts Ive been to: (*no real order and doesnt mean to say they were the best)
1. Morrissey - Wembley Arena
First real concert I went to. Dad dragged me to a Michael Jackson concert when I was...
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carpe_diem:
I fucking love Avril.
I bought her first album and i have never looked back! She is also hot as hell!
I bought her first album and i have never looked back! She is also hot as hell!
monkeybutt:
i'm moody today, man. i feel like i was kicked in my sleep. distant and unsettling dreams. weird portents.
now i'm listening to the jesus and mary chain. it's helping a bit.
now i'm listening to the jesus and mary chain. it's helping a bit.
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marieceleste:
Come picnicing. Will you??
ilsa:
Being topless is something necessary in every pic 
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saintadatha:
My brief brush with even a twinge of selling out... to anyone... has taught me that i shall never again tread that contemptuous path to damnation. Ever.
Who? Adidas you say?
Your words are too kind, sir. Truly.
(Pray, what are you up to?)
Who? Adidas you say?
Your words are too kind, sir. Truly.
(Pray, what are you up to?)
baise:
I'm not delicate, but my bones like to think they are.
Hurray for one-handed typing.
Hurray for one-handed typing.
further into the fog I fall
well i was just..following you
Im no fun to be around at the moment
So Im not gonna be around at the moment.
well i was just..following you
Im no fun to be around at the moment
So Im not gonna be around at the moment.
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adthrawn:
Awww...
snowballinhell:
Thanks for chatting last night sweetie I hope you managed a smile by the end of it. I'm knackerd now, I've not managed a 2.30am chat for a long time
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
I hope you managed a smile by the end of it. I'm knackerd now, I've not managed a 2.30am chat for a long time
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
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suicidedoggie:
Hmmm, a dog theme permeates SG... Wonder what the moon's doing right now
That is one wonderful woofer. (But then I'd say that about almost all of them.)
That is one wonderful woofer. (But then I'd say that about almost all of them.)
rainwolfkin:
oh! he's so adorable!
I didnt have a hangover on Sunday (well my voice was husky as fuck, as birthday boy will confirm), at least not in body. For some reason I felt really down about myself, it started in the morning and by the evening it had engulfed me.
I struggle with self-esteem really. Sometimes I forget I have any issues, sometimes I can cope and occasionally my...
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I struggle with self-esteem really. Sometimes I forget I have any issues, sometimes I can cope and occasionally my...
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carpe_diem:
I'm cheering up with Bloc Party and the Yeah Yeah Yeah's today
Hurrah for cheering up
Hurrah for cheering up
snowballinhell:
BOO!!!! Guess who I'm back sweetie!! Thanks for keeping me entertained on an evening with the delightful gossip queen otherwise known as kittyp
Now, who are all these people I have to go make friends with that you said?
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
I'm back sweetie!! Thanks for keeping me entertained on an evening with the delightful gossip queen otherwise known as kittyp
Now, who are all these people I have to go make friends with that you said?
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
let me explain--> a jumper, is called a sweater (US stylie). and we call people who commit suicide by jumping off skyscrapers "jumpers".
so all day long i have been picturing you randomly calling someone from work and then realizing that they were about to commit suicide and you having to save the day by talking them down. haha! it only just clicked what really happened!