Tuesday Dec 14, 2004

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Applied to join SGUK a couple of days back..heard nothing.

I dont understand why there isnt a SGLondon group. As nice as people are I cant see me travelling upto Manchester or Scotland for some drinks....

..bet anaphalaxis would though tongue

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Ive felt like Ive been going crazy these last couple of weeks but finally it seems to have been put to bed. I was confused, Ive been feeling hurt, Ive been a drag to be with cos I knew there was something wrong. Ive felt like posting endless amounts of lyrics to do the talking for me but resisited (I think people skim lyrics when they are written in journals and they cant convey the emotional intensity invested in them anyway).

There are still little daggers in my heart and the closeness I desire is still a way off but tomorrow Im gonna wake up settled and happy and the tight knot in my stomach will be absent.

As ever thanks to the singer Juliana Hatfield for emotional support. As her song says, Where would I be Without you?

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Enough of the vague soulsearching...



miao!! meow meow! miao!!

I'm Iggy's boy and that makes me a very happy chappy.
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reacher:
It's funny, I was actually in London on boxing day one year. I remember eveything being closed, so I think we just walked around allot, and did some drinking in the pubs.
tangledupinblue:
LoL, I do love him so. The Mets just signed the David Beckham of pitchers, Pedro Martinez to a four year contract. I was willing to kick in my ex-girlfriend and my X-Box to make it happen!

The guy behind him is Jay Horowitz, met public relations director. He spent the last 5 hours getting about 100 NY media members into place and getting yelled at to move the damn posium. He needs a drink!

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