Life.
My life.
Hmm but its not quite a life. Not yet. Its a limbo life.
The upcoming weekend makes no difference to me. I will work Saturday as I have done for the last 2 out of 3 weekends.
Considering the amount I work I should be ok for money. But no. I dont spend anything on myself, I dont go out. Im in debt.
My flatmate is a friend of 20 years but a baby.
I have the kind of headache that causes murders. today has been unremittingly shit.
I can handle all this though. I can handle being a hate figure to people I havent met. I can handle being dismissed as a freak for being able to work my computer. I can handle wave after wave of cynicism from the good people of America.
I can handle it cos there is sunshine at the end of the tunnel. But I wont get to the light for an extra couple of months and that really fucks me off.
Yes Im angry. Yes Im selfish. Yes Im wallowing in self-pity but fucking hell its tough so I deserve it.
My life.
Hmm but its not quite a life. Not yet. Its a limbo life.
The upcoming weekend makes no difference to me. I will work Saturday as I have done for the last 2 out of 3 weekends.
Considering the amount I work I should be ok for money. But no. I dont spend anything on myself, I dont go out. Im in debt.
My flatmate is a friend of 20 years but a baby.
I have the kind of headache that causes murders. today has been unremittingly shit.
I can handle all this though. I can handle being a hate figure to people I havent met. I can handle being dismissed as a freak for being able to work my computer. I can handle wave after wave of cynicism from the good people of America.
I can handle it cos there is sunshine at the end of the tunnel. But I wont get to the light for an extra couple of months and that really fucks me off.
Yes Im angry. Yes Im selfish. Yes Im wallowing in self-pity but fucking hell its tough so I deserve it.
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I, too, must work tomorrow. Corporate Bastards.
Costume party tonight, I promise pics.