So I guess this is what you call a hangover.. 
Drinking with anaphalaxis in London last night. He is still very cool. Double JDs really went to my brain, I was wasted at the end and it was a minor miracle I made it home on the train. I kept feeling that I was gonna be sick on thetrain but didnt..thank god.
Im all shaky...
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Drinking with anaphalaxis in London last night. He is still very cool. Double JDs really went to my brain, I was wasted at the end and it was a minor miracle I made it home on the train. I kept feeling that I was gonna be sick on thetrain but didnt..thank god.
Im all shaky...
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monkeybutt:
tea, my friend. tea is good, and either fried food or sushi. take it easy and feel better.
monkeybutt:
or, you could always just start drinking again right now! 
I dont know what is scarier...me when Im depressed or me when im in my happy-giddy-child-mode which Im in now. I feel really energetic and have positivity flowing through me. (Nurses..no more morphine for Mr Bateman) 
Reasons to be cheerful:
1. Going out a bit this week for the first time in weeks..seeing the dude that is Anaphalaxis tomorrow night in London. Expect to see...
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Reasons to be cheerful:
1. Going out a bit this week for the first time in weeks..seeing the dude that is Anaphalaxis tomorrow night in London. Expect to see...
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annamei:
i like you in giddy happy mode 
i'm glad to hear you have so many reasons to be 
i'm glad to hear you have so many reasons to be 
nellichaos:
i'm kinda crazy every day....but sometimes it just shines.
there are so many different kinds of crazy too...i totally prefer myself when i'm giddy-goofy-crazy. i guess this point is similar to the one you're making in your journal right now. i'm so clever!!!!
enjoy the drunkening!!!!
there are so many different kinds of crazy too...i totally prefer myself when i'm giddy-goofy-crazy. i guess this point is similar to the one you're making in your journal right now. i'm so clever!!!!
enjoy the drunkening!!!!
Ok I owe myself and everyone else a happy journal. As someone who is generally a happy person (65% silly child 35% gloomy doubt-ridden pain) the last week drained me and made me flick through a lot of negative emotions but I do feel a lot better today. When you are down you appreciate support from people and people on my friends list are really...
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reacher:
Oh, cheer up sissy boy!
tangledupinblue:
Sometimes I think I was born too early, sometimes too late -- occasionally, and more frequently right on time. I think we live in interesting times, where the "roads" -- and It's been an awfully late week, so I'm strung out on tab soda and not very coherent -- that a child of each gender in the same family is set out on -- the expectations of behaviors -- are likely a lot more similar a pair of paths than they have been in thousands of years. I wonder if we ever will move entirely beyond any sense of pre-determined gender roles, or if it's hard-wired. I don't know. I'm just glad that people can mix and match a lot more now. I'm glad I can take some tradtional things and yet be more expressive so I don't either blow my head off or self-medicate it into complete dullness. Anyway, sorry for the rambles. Just wanted to say thank you kindly for mentioning me in your excellent most in Iggy's journal. Awfully nice to be brought up in that context. Take it, easy.
Justin
Justin
Day in the life of a Madman
Ok, you dont have to read this. Its vaguely depressing..so if you do read it..dont moan that i ruined your Sunday!
Come home last night
Talk online
Girl sad
Turns me sad
Cant sleep
Poison make me feel less frustrated
Sleep
Awoken by text
Ring girl
Girl sad
Me sad again
Cant sleep
Poison calms me
Sleep
Wake...
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Ok, you dont have to read this. Its vaguely depressing..so if you do read it..dont moan that i ruined your Sunday!
Come home last night
Talk online
Girl sad
Turns me sad
Cant sleep
Poison make me feel less frustrated
Sleep
Awoken by text
Ring girl
Girl sad
Me sad again
Cant sleep
Poison calms me
Sleep
Wake...
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mistakesmade:
emo emo emo.... Ha just kidding.
If your ever sad again I'll help cheer you up!! Your one of my favoritist people on my friends list
MM
If your ever sad again I'll help cheer you up!!
Your one of my favoritist people on my friends list
MM
iggy:
i am listening to that mix cd you made me many mooms ago...the one that your dj'ing....
i miss having you here.....can't you be here now?
i miss having you here.....can't you be here now?
Show me the movie
Of who you are and where youre from
Born of frustration
Caught up in the webs youve spun
Wheres the confusion
A vision of what life is like
Show me the movie
That doesnt deal in black and white
Stop stop talking about whos to blame
When all that counts is how to change
All this frustration
All this frustration
Who...
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Of who you are and where youre from
Born of frustration
Caught up in the webs youve spun
Wheres the confusion
A vision of what life is like
Show me the movie
That doesnt deal in black and white
Stop stop talking about whos to blame
When all that counts is how to change
All this frustration
All this frustration
Who...
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snowballinhell:
*big hug* sounds like you need them.
Sorry you've had a shitty week. I'm having quite a few of those recently, mainly due to having no money and not being able to find a job, but I've decided to try and keep my journals bright and silly instead!
On a brighter note you've got a new friend thanks for requesting I add you, it's been done!
Off to meet the one and only Anaphalaxis next Sunday so should be a fun VERY drunken night
Smooches
Michelle xx
*big hug* sounds like you need them.
Sorry you've had a shitty week. I'm having quite a few of those recently, mainly due to having no money and not being able to find a job, but I've decided to try and keep my journals bright and silly instead!
On a brighter note you've got a new friend
thanks for requesting I add you, it's been done!
Off to meet the one and only Anaphalaxis next Sunday so should be a fun VERY drunken night
Smooches
Michelle xx
If tears could kill
I'd be a long time gone
I just want to go one day without being sad
I just want to feel as though Im making a difference
I just want to stop feeling like im powerless
I dont want to read stuff that makes me feel embarrassed and sad.
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Love to Poison who is keeping me sane at present
I'd be a long time gone
I just want to go one day without being sad
I just want to feel as though Im making a difference
I just want to stop feeling like im powerless
I dont want to read stuff that makes me feel embarrassed and sad.
***
Love to Poison who is keeping me sane at present
kaitee:
What's up? 
snowballinhell:
Smooches
Michelle xx
Smooches
Michelle xx
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kelland:
That's cool-looking.
Hmmm
Well my flatmate moves into a new place soon and I just found out I can not move in with him. So end of December or January I have to find a new place to stay and I have absolutely no idea whats gonna happen or who I am gona live with.
My girlfriend? My mum? A friend? A stranger? Myself?
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Well my flatmate moves into a new place soon and I just found out I can not move in with him. So end of December or January I have to find a new place to stay and I have absolutely no idea whats gonna happen or who I am gona live with.
My girlfriend? My mum? A friend? A stranger? Myself?
I dont like...
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iggy:
i love you.
move in with your mom. its free.
move in with your mom. its free.
ilsa:
It's time to move with Iggy!
Im in a weird, good, analyzing everything mood. Proof:
I like being a man
I refuse to assume guilt for stuff people did in the past
I will constantly evaluate myself and my actions. I change from day to day, I learn, I progress. I want to be the best person I can be for me and for you
The world does not owe you...
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I like being a man
I refuse to assume guilt for stuff people did in the past
I will constantly evaluate myself and my actions. I change from day to day, I learn, I progress. I want to be the best person I can be for me and for you
The world does not owe you...
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persya:
cute picture leon..but what is that thing?
haha
haha
monkeybutt:
power to the people, man. and rainbows too. yeah, rainbows.
power to the people, man. and rainbows too. yeah, rainbows.
Errr..what day is it? Im a bit out of sync..
So lovely Iggy is on a plane back to NYC as I write this.. ..but I wont feel too down because:
1) she left me Mr Skullhead to keep me company
2) Im going to see her in December
3) we had a great week
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So lovely Iggy is on a plane back to NYC as I write this..
..but I wont feel too down because:
1) she left me Mr Skullhead to keep me company
2) Im going to see her in December
3) we had a great week
Can I just say for the millionth time she is...
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tangledupinblue:
Hey, thank you kindly for the comment! I know diddly about your all's football, so we're even in our ignorance.
sonofmorrissey:
I've been neglecting SG friends as well. We suck.
Poopsie!!
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Went drinking with Iggster and NEW FRIEND Anaphalaxis and it was fun. Im drunk but Miss Migg-u is waaaay more drunk so thats ok.
Went to a GAY bar.
No, Bateman is not gay. I dont mind gay culture but christ..their taste in music is dreadful! Gay men like the same music as 7 year old girls!
**
Muffin count:
Iggy 7.5
Bateman...
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Went drinking with Iggster and NEW FRIEND Anaphalaxis and it was fun. Im drunk but Miss Migg-u is waaaay more drunk so thats ok.
Went to a GAY bar.
No, Bateman is not gay. I dont mind gay culture but christ..their taste in music is dreadful! Gay men like the same music as 7 year old girls!
**
Muffin count:
Iggy 7.5
Bateman...
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monkeybutt:
iraining today. i like cheese sandwiches with bread.
nellichaos:
mmmmm...muffins! i ate most of the ones that i baked for me and bender this weekend...mebbe girls are just more inclined for the muffin eating?
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la_boome:
Have a great week
Take lots of pics and enjoy every second!
Take lots of pics and enjoy every second!
iggy:
I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!