lazarusisdead

i'm sure after that long email.you'll be wondering after i was so down on ** why i even applied..it was for the money and the excitement of having my pic's viewed..(ok it would have also been fun to say i'm a **.to stupid men who told me how ugly i was when i was growing up.lol.and also to just name drop..lol.)..cause to me it's an art form more than porn..lol..in fact i got a little irrated with my ex's comments on not being able to look at some of my pic's cause he would get turned on..when to me there just pic's..lol.tho i do get turned on by viewing other pic's if i find the women attractive.so