Impatient Lady

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As the months fly by it still seems May is not getting any closer. I'm just being silly really. I started school last week like I was saying before, and WOW I'm in for some stress haha It looks like I'll have one day off every week, but I'll have to use it to catch up on all my assignments/studying. Today is that day for...
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emmameow:
you are so perfect lady <3
dalmasca:
You're such a babecicle! Come live in my pocket 

I am numb.

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I haven't felt anything lately. The past few months have been a tiring act of insincere smiles and jokes about devastating situations.

I've never really been sure what was wrong with me. I've always had such morbid horrible thoughts. Suicidal too many times. My last episode was on an abandoned bridge. The one shown in my last set actually. As always Nick was there to...
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stormyent:
I'm so sorry you're (not) feeling that way love. I know what it's like, I really do. I've spent months at a time feeling completely numb to everything. I'd be surrounded by people doing nice things, saying nice things, trying to uplift me, but it just never worked. I'd put on a smile and say "Thank you, I feel better now" but never really meant it. Because I didn't *feel* anything. It's only been in the past month or so that I've started to move past it... Once I started meditating every day, I guess I just started to feel different. I'm waking up every day and I'm smiling without forcing it... Just keep moving forward babe. And remember that you will get through this. Depression can be scary, like you're in this fog and you know it's silly and you should be happy but you just can't be. If you want to message me any time, about anything, please do. I want you to be okay, and sometimes just having people who go through the same thing can make things just a little bit better. <3 
roachyabides:
Don't worry.  Enjoy your time in Florida and hang with fellow SG peeps for a Hug or too. Also remember that the emotions are like the wind constantly changing, so wait for the wind to change.  Lots of love and hugs

Photo shoots galore and a trip to Florida!

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Hello my loves, It is a pretty good morning for myself. I hope it's the same for the rest of you. Or was the same depending on where you are in the world. :P Life is about to be crazy busy for me! So I am enjoying one of the last "bummy" moments I will have in this new crazy year of 2014. I've been...
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diiablo:
nice!!!!! :D
dutch:
Omg have fun in florida!!! Your tattoo looks awesome. I can't wait to get more - but like you said, so many ideas, so little moneyyyy. I LOVE your preview photo. I can't wait to see more <3

Happy New Year!!!! + Fun photos of me with black hair.

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Before I begin I just would like to say thank you to all of your kind words, support, and advice on my last blog post! I always read all of the comments/posts you guys make and while I may not have the time to respond to them all, it means a lot to me and I hope you all know that.

Well it's 8:11 here....
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violethaze_:
I know I already told you but I really love this xoxx happy new year doll
lazarus_:
wonderful photography and love the black wig babe! come see me soon and we can take pictures of eachother!

I finally come to terms with what I am.

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Well as another Christmas day comes to a close I sit here typing for you all to read, feeling bittersweet. I'm pretty much an open book on this website. Which some people may disagree with. I know I'm one of those people who believes sharing such personal information on social networks is many times petty, immature, or just unnecessary. However, with that being said the...
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olwen_:
Keep your head up lady, just like you are. It has been a hard road for me but I have come to realize that blood family isn't always your true family.  I have a very disconnected relationship with my parents and have for years, after many fights and arguments, sometimes you have to just let go. I am building a family of others, just like you and in a way it is very satisfying. 2014 will bring so much for you. I follow you on instagram and love seeing all of the work you have been creating. I know 2014 will only bring more wonderful things into your life.
dutch:
I like that you shared this - and totally agree that this is a wonderful place to share deep things like this. Your family obviously is afraid of your interests and it sucks that they can't see eye to eye. I'm so sorry to hear that, hopefully one day they will be able to look past it since you are the same person they loved and raised from birth. But I'm happy for you to have such a wonderful family through Nick. I'm always here if you need someone (whether or not I'm in PA). Love you <3

Merry Christmas!!!! Special photos for you ;)

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I am so happy to have my lovely SG community. SO much support you all have given me over the past year. Some of you have become family to me. Which is very important to me during this time of year I don't have many blood relatives that support me and love me the way you guys do.

With all the mushy-ness aside I want...
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oxxa:
happy holiday darling
chadsss:
Very sexy :)

SuicideGirls Reddit Contest

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So I was just going to put this in a thread somewhere, but I didn't know if any group was appropriate.

SO here we are. I'm entered in another SG contest with the hopes that i'll win so that I can shoot with a staff photographer and become pink sooner than later.

I'm not even sure if I entered right haha...

Here's the link to...
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pascipio:
Great set.  You are gorgeous!  You look fantastic topless in shorts.
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