First off let me say I'm saddened by the passing of Ryan Dunn, I was fortunate to meet him once and he couldn't have been a nicer person, he will be missed.
So here's another run of things:
-fought my way to a higher grade in a class I thought I was fucked in
-kicked my ass at the gym today, and have been eating better, the plan is in full effect
-work is still work, that's not changing anytime soon
-bought tickets for Uproar, and just heard about Riot Fest East
Then on a different note I'm kinda distraught over some things lately. I mean it's nothing new that for sometime I've been single and incredibly lonely for....well most of my life. But it's new revelations, the fact that people I was once with now sicken me(like I'm jusy completely enraged by them at times and it's naseating). Or the fact that it feels like every 5 seconds on FB I see someone else is engaged. It has become frustrating and it honestly keeps me up at night. I mean I've tried to be a good person in my life and spend 6 nights a week working or in classes so I can get a better job, I bust my ass while other people shrug back lazily and have women fall into their laps. All I hear is girls complaining about cheaters and liars and scumbags and yet it never fucking changes. And honestly it breaks my heart.
I know that's all just mindless venting, but it's there so I figured I'd just air it out.
So here's another run of things:
-fought my way to a higher grade in a class I thought I was fucked in
-kicked my ass at the gym today, and have been eating better, the plan is in full effect
-work is still work, that's not changing anytime soon
-bought tickets for Uproar, and just heard about Riot Fest East
Then on a different note I'm kinda distraught over some things lately. I mean it's nothing new that for sometime I've been single and incredibly lonely for....well most of my life. But it's new revelations, the fact that people I was once with now sicken me(like I'm jusy completely enraged by them at times and it's naseating). Or the fact that it feels like every 5 seconds on FB I see someone else is engaged. It has become frustrating and it honestly keeps me up at night. I mean I've tried to be a good person in my life and spend 6 nights a week working or in classes so I can get a better job, I bust my ass while other people shrug back lazily and have women fall into their laps. All I hear is girls complaining about cheaters and liars and scumbags and yet it never fucking changes. And honestly it breaks my heart.
I know that's all just mindless venting, but it's there so I figured I'd just air it out.
