I'm eating a piece of toast. I had started to feel pretty weak and dizzy. I'm stoned too I guess that doesn't help.
I have just recieved the nicest text messge ever - probably the nicest thing eevr said to me actually: "On my way home I was thinking how much you're a great girl. You're pretty and sexy but also hard working, clever, funny...
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I have just recieved the nicest text messge ever - probably the nicest thing eevr said to me actually: "On my way home I was thinking how much you're a great girl. You're pretty and sexy but also hard working, clever, funny...
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I'm feeling a lot calmer now. I've booked a week off work - couldn't get next week but I've got the week after off. I'm debating going to Amsterdam for a few days. I'm checking out credit cards as we speak.
I have awesome friends. I'm pretty stoned.
I found tea and it's still warm!
I have awesome friends. I'm pretty stoned.
I found tea and it's still warm!
renna:
My offer still stands, pretty. I'm always around.
liv:
some days far away might be really helpful to recharge
I haven't eaten since my brother's birthday meal on Monday, and I don't plan to. Ephidrine will be my new friend for now - coke and speed once I can get hold of some. I'm hitting the self distruct. I hate myself so I'm gonna show my mind and body how much I hate it. It'll help me to forget too.
liv:
well... self hating is a path that nobody gets to understand until u are in...but even though im hitting that path now and then... the one when things stop makign sense and u just want to hurt urself so much... maybe its time for asking for some real help
instead throw it all away...just think what are the things u used to think about or like before the ball feels like explodingand being the more rational to do...
I know i do suck myself how i do dare to say u think twice...but im here on fucking therapy trying to burn my own demons and inviting them back home now and then...
what if u need other things than that? what if everything was completed distorted now?
i know... its sucks, this world stinks and sometimes one just want to fuck it all , punch anyone and specially hurt the person that seems annoys more to us... ourselves but maybe theres another world round the corner less digusting and somewhere we can fit in...
*hugs*
instead throw it all away...just think what are the things u used to think about or like before the ball feels like explodingand being the more rational to do...
I know i do suck myself how i do dare to say u think twice...but im here on fucking therapy trying to burn my own demons and inviting them back home now and then...
what if u need other things than that? what if everything was completed distorted now?
i know... its sucks, this world stinks and sometimes one just want to fuck it all , punch anyone and specially hurt the person that seems annoys more to us... ourselves but maybe theres another world round the corner less digusting and somewhere we can fit in...
*hugs*
renna:
oh, hun....
listen, I don't want to try and pretend that I know what you're going through, as everybody's demons are their own, but know that I have been down that path more than I'd like to admit, and if you need someone to listen without passing judgment, send me a message, k?
People care about you. A lot. Don't forget it.
hugs n' stuff!
listen, I don't want to try and pretend that I know what you're going through, as everybody's demons are their own, but know that I have been down that path more than I'd like to admit, and if you need someone to listen without passing judgment, send me a message, k?
People care about you. A lot. Don't forget it.
hugs n' stuff!
Iwant torun awy but I don't know where to go
wilona:
Hun, if you need someone to talk to, PM me.
Whatever's going on, don't go through it alone, please.
You sound like you need a break from things.
Do it.
x
Whatever's going on, don't go through it alone, please.
You sound like you need a break from things.
Do it.
x
liv:
patience... *hugs*
Ive had it. im done
I'm meant to be getting ready for my brother's 30t Birthday meal, but I can't stop crying.
Everything I touch, I destroy.
After all that's happened today I come home to find not only has my Mum been in my room but she's tidied it. My weed box was left on my bed. Thankfully I had my weed with me.
I'm scum.
I couldn't get...
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Everything I touch, I destroy.
After all that's happened today I come home to find not only has my Mum been in my room but she's tidied it. My weed box was left on my bed. Thankfully I had my weed with me.
I'm scum.
I couldn't get...
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liv:
fuck shit happens... and it seems it never happens one at a time but all together... 
hope u get ur prescription and the box thing get sorted the best way
hope u get ur prescription and the box thing get sorted the best way
Miserable.
*insert rant here*
I'm so unbelievably bored of life. Something good better happen tomorrow. I feel like entering self distuct mode.
I've also been debating getting my lip pierced again - especially after dreaming about it last night.
I think my head's gonna explode. I wanna scream and cry and shout and kick and yell. But I don't have the energy. I think my...
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*insert rant here*
I'm so unbelievably bored of life. Something good better happen tomorrow. I feel like entering self distuct mode.
I've also been debating getting my lip pierced again - especially after dreaming about it last night.
I think my head's gonna explode. I wanna scream and cry and shout and kick and yell. But I don't have the energy. I think my...
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liv:
let the storm pass...it will get better... i know now that sounds trash but it always does... let it go...it will... go yell... smash something... get all the rage out... writing down ...put the music out loud and sing all that rage!!!
u are too much precious too let that hating consuming u
and I DO CARE
xo
u are too much precious too let that hating consuming u
and I DO CARE
xo
liv:
u have ur rights to blame the world and spit ur guts here! its ur blog and u deserve it!
i can relate to what do u say so I know how it works and how it feels but it wont beat us!!! noot at all!!
this vid is funny but sometimes when im sick of all its like a funny way to cheer me up
simple idea:
i can relate to what do u say so I know how it works and how it feels but it wont beat us!!! noot at all!!
this vid is funny but sometimes when im sick of all its like a funny way to cheer me up
simple idea:
Watchmen was the biggest disapointment ever. Kinda wish I hadn't seen it.
Going on a mini adventure in the woods today with my sexy boy
Going on a mini adventure in the woods today with my sexy boy
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discosleaze:
ohh have fun.
yeah burgen soya and linseed bread is yummy! i love it so much which is odd as for years and years all id eat was white bread and hated brown.
burgen has a wholegrain and cranberry one which i really wanna try looks interesting!
yeah burgen soya and linseed bread is yummy! i love it so much which is odd as for years and years all id eat was white bread and hated brown.
burgen has a wholegrain and cranberry one which i really wanna try looks interesting!
kilcher:
Really?!?! Damn I was looking forward to that.
I'm going to go see Watchmen tomorrow - I'm quite nervous. I should not have read any reviews. I think my expections are too high. I'm also ill and stoned at home when I should be at work. I have Mini Eggs 
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vortext:
enjoy?
annamay:
yeah i get 2 wear kitty ears 2 work cus im a dancer
I'm saving my last bit of weed for after work so I'm smoking hash instead. The thing I like about hash is that I can get nicely stoned but still be able to function
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ortus:
^^ What's that about? Everything okay?
Leffe has a little special category all of its own and shouldn't really interfere with my Hierarchy. I spent a few days in Belgium a couple years back and drank a lot of it. Fucking rocket fuel. Couldn't drink it regularly on a weekly basis or anything. I'd probably be fucking dead.
Leffe has a little special category all of its own and shouldn't really interfere with my Hierarchy. I spent a few days in Belgium a couple years back and drank a lot of it. Fucking rocket fuel. Couldn't drink it regularly on a weekly basis or anything. I'd probably be fucking dead.
amenica1:
year it will be my first, im'e not worried about the pain i know it will be worth it
I'm sure you are awesome and you shouldn't ever forget it.
xoxox