Thanks for all your kind words on my last blog. I've calmed down now. Have got a lot of thinking to do.
Spoke to my mate yesterday when I was feeling pretty shitty. He recently moved to Leeds for Uni so I haven't seen him in... wow, like only 3 weeks ago - seemed like much longer. Anyways, he texted me today and he's coming...
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Spoke to my mate yesterday when I was feeling pretty shitty. He recently moved to Leeds for Uni so I haven't seen him in... wow, like only 3 weeks ago - seemed like much longer. Anyways, he texted me today and he's coming...
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It's been a pretty shit week to say the least. Matt still doesn't want to speak to me. I'm suh a mug though - always put up with his shit and always take him back. We should have split up months ago, but I always live in the hope that he will change - or at least grow a heart. Never in my life have...
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ortus:
Love can make a person put up with so much shit at times. 
Dude sounds like a jerk. You deserve better.
Dude sounds like a jerk. You deserve better.
papawheelie:
whoa for a minute there I thought your tattoo said "mishpocheh"
Things have gone shit with my insensitive boyfriend. I don't ask for fucking much.
lee:
Sorry to hear about that. Hopefully things will get better for you 
fry:
Hope things are ok. Us boys tend to do insensitive on a scale that the better half of the species doesn't really understand.
Found out this morning that a friend of mine died yesterday whilst shopping in Morrisons. She fainted - then died. Just like that. No illness, no warning signs, just gone. She was only 29 - a single mum to a 7 year old boy. I've cried a fair bit this morning, for many reasons. I was shocked at first, didn't really know how to take...
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narshada:
Sorry to hear about you friend.
kilcher:
My condolences to her family and friends. Take your time with it. I went through the same thing in January and it's still a struggle. Take care of yourself.
First day back went Ok. I ended up finishing at 6 instead of 9 which was pretty sweet. Felt like so much had changed when I went back in this morning. All the managers were in and the general vibe was just abit odd - always is when they're all in together. Apparently shit hit the fan all over the place while I was away...
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gujsel:
i'm close to you my dear .....................a big big hug for you !!!!
vortext:
i just failed my detox on a donught.. ah well im off swimming now to repent. yeah, glad work sounds more chilled.
Why do I have to have so much problems with sleep?! Such a battle. I have to be up again at 7o'clock. Too late now to take a pill as I'll sleep through my alarms in the morning. Just had a smoke so hopefully that will help.
Back to work tomorrow. And day 1 of the Detox.
Back to work tomorrow. And day 1 of the Detox.
Recently I have been drinking and certainly eating a hell of a lot of crap. It's making me feel rank, sluggish, tired and just generally shit. As of next week though I'm going back to my regular healthy eating habits - starting with a weeks detox first. A week of drinking only fruit smoothies (no dairy) and eating as much fruit and veg as I...
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kilcher:
Good luck with all that!! I know I couldn't do it. 
nikhita:
good luck with the detox, i really need to do that...i'm eating so much crap and havent got my running gear here so i'm completely unmotivated to excercise...hello tummy and horrible hips!
and thanks for reading anyway...it was just a place to vent more than anything because if i just let it bubble all away then ugh...i'll become bitter and twisted and horrible
nice eh?
and thanks for reading anyway...it was just a place to vent more than anything because if i just let it bubble all away then ugh...i'll become bitter and twisted and horrible
nice eh?
So, I treated myself to a new bong today. The plan was to come home, tidy my room and then get stoned. Except, I caved in and am now laying here looking at the mess I made.
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fry:
This story sounds vaguely familiar. If only I could remember it all properly
kilcher:
It happens. 
I have a week off work! Haven't got a great deal planned. Probably just do something with Matt for a couple of days and I'm going for a meal with the girls at some point. I haven't seen them properly in what feels like ages so it'll be good for us to get all together. It's probably only been a couple of weeks that I...
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beestealer:
Don't miss the green! It's the devils weed and the enemy of activity and I love it . Sounds like a nice week off, having plans only adds to stress in some ways, you can proparly chill out and not have a responsibility, even to holiday plans.
. Sounds like a nice week off, having plans only adds to stress in some ways, you can proparly chill out and not have a responsibility, even to holiday plans. Absolutely slaughtered Duffy's Mercy on Karioke last night 
Also, I've been made Halloween co-ordinator at the restaurant. Gonna make it look the mutts nuts.
Also, I've been made Halloween co-ordinator at the restaurant. Gonna make it look the mutts nuts.
vortext:
haha, congrats! use real blood.
id go.
id go.
lottey:
lol the blonde is my favourite one!
didn't notice before about the looking younger thing! thats all i can think now, ha ha!
Im glad you're feeling a bit better now