Well that was a weird fucked up day. I was home by 5pm, drunk as ya like, face covered in blood, grazes on my eye and the biggest bumps on my head and knees. I promised my Mum I'm gonna stop doing this to myself. I have to promise her cos I only ever end up breaking the promises I make myself. Ugh... my face...
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If the boy sees this (yes, he's back - long story, I'll save that for next blog) I'm gonna be in trouble. I promised I'd go to bed as soon as I got home from work - and I did. Took 1 pill and settled down for the night with the lovely Tank Girl. All it did though was get me a woozy and drunk-like...
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rose_red:
goodness, you're a pretty kitty!
My mum is the same way-- she FREAKS if I use her beauty products.
Is that liquid eyeliner> It looks so nice
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My mum is the same way-- she FREAKS if I use her beauty products.
Is that liquid eyeliner> It looks so nice
.It's so good to be home.
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mattilda:
hello precious
how are you?
hello precious
how are you?
mattilda:
i love you hair!
I'm sick of people giving me shit and treating me like dirt! Especially people who haven't known me for very long.. what the fuck gives him the fucking right to say I don't give a shit about the people who care about me?? And all this fucking "I can't help you if you don't want to be helped." Yes.. no fucking shit sherlock!! I never...
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liv:
yeah some people are simply pricks! argh
fuck them all!!
fuck them all!!
layka:
I think that the person has to be very stupid to speak wrong on you,even more if not know you, little that I speak here,you seems to be a person beautiful within and out.so dont care for this people shit!!!
you is better that all those people,perhaps they speak of you because they feel less,small near you,are people unsafe...we have just feel sorry about this people!!!
i like you!
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kiss:
you is better that all those people,perhaps they speak of you because they feel less,small near you,are people unsafe...we have just feel sorry about this people!!!
i like you!
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kiss: Well, the cooking of nachos and watching Saw 4 didn't happen today after all. Things got pretty heated with my ex so I had to cancel on her. Didn't fancy seeing anyone and I still don't. To be honest, what I really want is for all the crap in my life to stop. I just wanna run away. Memories from my past haunt me everyday...
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benten:
x x
vortext:
aww thats sucks dude, nanchos and a movie is a good move though. may have to do that. i want to see this 3d horror film. i dnt care if its balls, its 3d!
Last week was a busy week. Working everyday, going out everynight...I really need to get some rest soon.
I'm in a bit of a weird situation with someone at the mo. I dunno how I manage to get myself in these situations, but yeah.. I do. I'm not sure how i feel about it all at the moment - I have to make sure I...
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I'm in a bit of a weird situation with someone at the mo. I dunno how I manage to get myself in these situations, but yeah.. I do. I'm not sure how i feel about it all at the moment - I have to make sure I...
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fry:
Awesome costume, you look amazing. 
liv:
just let things flow... its the only way ...
and... what a great bat girl!!!!!!!!yay!
and... what a great bat girl!!!!!!!!yay!
Whenever I see this ad:
I get well jealous! That would probably be one of the coolest things ever to! I just watched the making of it as well (yes I'm a geek) and they actually filmed it! I was under the impression that it was all computerised and shit.
Who else is REALLY stupidly exciting about seeing Saw 5?! Man, I can't wait! So...
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I get well jealous! That would probably be one of the coolest things ever to! I just watched the making of it as well (yes I'm a geek) and they actually filmed it! I was under the impression that it was all computerised and shit.
Who else is REALLY stupidly exciting about seeing Saw 5?! Man, I can't wait! So...
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lashes:
Linda??
gujsel:
hey my dear .....for you
I really needed to update this blog. That last one was far too depressing and had to go! People judge you on first impressions and I don't want people thinking I'm a depressed, suicidal, lovesick maniac.
Apart from the agonising cough I have right now, I'm feeling much better - about everything. Obviously I don't know how long it will last and I'm sure there...
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Apart from the agonising cough I have right now, I'm feeling much better - about everything. Obviously I don't know how long it will last and I'm sure there...
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liv:
wow this las paragraph was so awesome...i gotta jump at that train to! freedom is a choice indeed!
elza:
it is! sharpie on paper
My friends can only make me happy for the few moments I'm with them. And it's normally only masked happiness fuelled by kind words, alcohol and drugs. Afterwards it disapears. I think I've pretty much cried for 20 hours solid today. I just want this pain to stop. I don't want to see anyone but him. I just want all this to stop. I'm tired...
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kilcher:
*hugs* Please try to stay positive. I know it's hard but the mind is a powerful thing and things will change if you will them too. Take care of you.
I'm ill in bed with the worst cold. My head feels like it ways a tonn, I can't breathe from my nose and I have the most painful cough 
I rang in sick this morning but I don't think work believe me cos they know my mate came home from Leeds yesterday - they obviously just think I'm hungover. I was only drinking Vodka and...
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I rang in sick this morning but I don't think work believe me cos they know my mate came home from Leeds yesterday - they obviously just think I'm hungover. I was only drinking Vodka and... Read More
fry:
Life without friends would truly not be worth living.
tragique:
The world has turned and left me here by Weezer, its an amazing song. I hope whatever is making you sad stops soon too xxx
Feel better darling!
that's what i said promise to other people instead to myself i cant commit to myself promises either...i hear ya...everytime i go out its like going totally nuts...
have some rest, some nice tea, i wish i could go over ur home and have a nice about whatever shit to distract minds conversation. Take care sweety. i do care about u and i know what is do that to oneself and the helpless feeling afterwards
ull be fine
*hugs*