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Panic over, i found my passport. Thank fuck for that! Having a wee little problem with booking flights at the mo cos of the stupid website, but either way, I'm going to Amsterdam on Wednesday!! When I get there I'm gonna give it the biggest hug ever cos I've missed it!!
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ortus:
Going back to places you love is one of the best feelings in the world. 
"I know your secret" ... I may try that one myself. Cause a little mischief.
"I know your secret" ... I may try that one myself. Cause a little mischief.
mark_plus_beer:
Have fun !
I can't find my fucking passport!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thepat09:
that fucking sucks
aesirr:
Damn good luck finding it.
I'm ok. The reason I've been unhappy is nothing related to the letter I got... that was just a routine letter. Me and the boy are going through some serious shit, and I think it may be it this time, think I may have lost him for good 
That's make me really sad becaue I love him so much, but no matter what we do,...
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That's make me really sad becaue I love him so much, but no matter what we do,... Read More
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aesirr:
Well I hope everything is alright my dear, especially with the trip off.
causy:
Yeah, I'm travelling all alone, but I'm visiting my best friend in Wellington and another friend, plus a cousin and friend in Melbourne.
I'm hoping San Francisco will just fall into place!?
I'm hoping San Francisco will just fall into place!?
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aesirr:
Hope you're ok.
lelaina:
are you ok? hope its not regarding the letter you got?
I was gonna take a nice walk along the beach today. I haven't looked outside yet but it sounds rank... really really windy and chucking it down. I was gonna wear my new dress today as well.
Is it usual to get a letter through the post telling you to get tested for Chlamydia? Is it routine? Or you think someone's trying to tell me...
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Is it usual to get a letter through the post telling you to get tested for Chlamydia? Is it routine? Or you think someone's trying to tell me...
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aesirr:
Pretty suck weather round here today too, gets sunny then windy as hell again, pissed it down all morning too.
lelaina:
that's an odd letter......but that may be the normal thing where you live 
I'm eating a piece of toast. I had started to feel pretty weak and dizzy. I'm stoned too I guess that doesn't help.
I have just recieved the nicest text messge ever - probably the nicest thing eevr said to me actually: "On my way home I was thinking how much you're a great girl. You're pretty and sexy but also hard working, clever, funny...
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I have just recieved the nicest text messge ever - probably the nicest thing eevr said to me actually: "On my way home I was thinking how much you're a great girl. You're pretty and sexy but also hard working, clever, funny...
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xniffyx:
awww, that's awesome to be reminded of the good things about ourselves--so much energy is wasted on self-deprecating thoughts that get us nowhere.
I'm sure you are awesome and you shouldn't ever forget it.
xoxox
I'm sure you are awesome and you shouldn't ever forget it.
xoxox
vortext:
thats such a beautiful text. that dude deserves a hug!
I'm feeling a lot calmer now. I've booked a week off work - couldn't get next week but I've got the week after off. I'm debating going to Amsterdam for a few days. I'm checking out credit cards as we speak.
I have awesome friends. I'm pretty stoned.
I found tea and it's still warm!
I have awesome friends. I'm pretty stoned.
I found tea and it's still warm!
renna:
My offer still stands, pretty. I'm always around.
liv:
some days far away might be really helpful to recharge
I haven't eaten since my brother's birthday meal on Monday, and I don't plan to. Ephidrine will be my new friend for now - coke and speed once I can get hold of some. I'm hitting the self distruct. I hate myself so I'm gonna show my mind and body how much I hate it. It'll help me to forget too.
liv:
well... self hating is a path that nobody gets to understand until u are in...but even though im hitting that path now and then... the one when things stop makign sense and u just want to hurt urself so much... maybe its time for asking for some real help
instead throw it all away...just think what are the things u used to think about or like before the ball feels like explodingand being the more rational to do...
I know i do suck myself how i do dare to say u think twice...but im here on fucking therapy trying to burn my own demons and inviting them back home now and then...
what if u need other things than that? what if everything was completed distorted now?
i know... its sucks, this world stinks and sometimes one just want to fuck it all , punch anyone and specially hurt the person that seems annoys more to us... ourselves but maybe theres another world round the corner less digusting and somewhere we can fit in...
*hugs*
instead throw it all away...just think what are the things u used to think about or like before the ball feels like explodingand being the more rational to do...
I know i do suck myself how i do dare to say u think twice...but im here on fucking therapy trying to burn my own demons and inviting them back home now and then...
what if u need other things than that? what if everything was completed distorted now?
i know... its sucks, this world stinks and sometimes one just want to fuck it all , punch anyone and specially hurt the person that seems annoys more to us... ourselves but maybe theres another world round the corner less digusting and somewhere we can fit in...
*hugs*
renna:
oh, hun....
listen, I don't want to try and pretend that I know what you're going through, as everybody's demons are their own, but know that I have been down that path more than I'd like to admit, and if you need someone to listen without passing judgment, send me a message, k?
People care about you. A lot. Don't forget it.
hugs n' stuff!
listen, I don't want to try and pretend that I know what you're going through, as everybody's demons are their own, but know that I have been down that path more than I'd like to admit, and if you need someone to listen without passing judgment, send me a message, k?
People care about you. A lot. Don't forget it.
hugs n' stuff!
Iwant torun awy but I don't know where to go
wilona:
Hun, if you need someone to talk to, PM me.
Whatever's going on, don't go through it alone, please.
You sound like you need a break from things.
Do it.
x
Whatever's going on, don't go through it alone, please.
You sound like you need a break from things.
Do it.
x
liv:
patience... *hugs*
Ive had it. im done
I'm meant to be getting ready for my brother's 30t Birthday meal, but I can't stop crying.
Everything I touch, I destroy.
After all that's happened today I come home to find not only has my Mum been in my room but she's tidied it. My weed box was left on my bed. Thankfully I had my weed with me.
I'm scum.
I couldn't get...
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Everything I touch, I destroy.
After all that's happened today I come home to find not only has my Mum been in my room but she's tidied it. My weed box was left on my bed. Thankfully I had my weed with me.
I'm scum.
I couldn't get...
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liv:
fuck shit happens... and it seems it never happens one at a time but all together... 
hope u get ur prescription and the box thing get sorted the best way
hope u get ur prescription and the box thing get sorted the best way
whats it like and is it cheap? ike things to buy over there and flights and stuff?
x