larkin

So moving to Maine was a big mistake. I hate it here. I miss South Florida so much.
I miss all my friends so much. One of my best friends is having TWINS and I can't be there. I hate the weather here. There is nothing to do.

But I have to stay for school and personal reasons.

B left. Moved back to Florida. We are not 100% broken up, but pretty fucking close.

So now I live alone (for the first time in about 6 years) in a mini city with no even one single fucking friend.
I hate it.

I hate going out here. I haven't had any fun.

I don't fit in. At ALL.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Who am I going to watch the new season of Weeds with?

Nobody wants to be friends with some porn girl from Miami? I have showtime and hbo on demand!

I'm going back to dancing in a few months (I hope, if I can even find a place here...grrr)

Now for 2 good things:

I love my new Audi

New Palahniuk book