mmmmm coffee. brewed in a press and poured in a glass beer mug for quantitive consumption.
the other day i had lunch a dear friend and his son. we met the october after nine eleven. we were both at a crossroads, in our paths. a beginning of sorts. the time was a beginning of a new chapter at the close of the last. we have...
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the other day i had lunch a dear friend and his son. we met the october after nine eleven. we were both at a crossroads, in our paths. a beginning of sorts. the time was a beginning of a new chapter at the close of the last. we have...
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turn up the guitars, bring it heavier, darker and more rawr.
lillithvain:
Try: Blue Velvet by the band SPIT and see what you think. It's a little hard to find, so good luck! 
so i dropped her off at the airport... she's off to chicago for the holiday weekend. i've felt withdrawn. the only time i feel like being accessible and willing ot semi engage is when we cuddle. i don't know if this is just my everyday reaction to cuddling or what.
she wants more. i want less. if we never did it again i wouldn't be...
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she wants more. i want less. if we never did it again i wouldn't be...
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rant...
i don't watch tv or even own one. needless to say i don't get empty v. so i have been noticing various people have been noting that atreyu is hard, heavy and powerful. it's not. it's pop. too pretty... too contrived and produced. how could they have filed it under punk?
yes he can scream like jonathan davis. so. kinda bon jovi meets korn...
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i don't watch tv or even own one. needless to say i don't get empty v. so i have been noticing various people have been noting that atreyu is hard, heavy and powerful. it's not. it's pop. too pretty... too contrived and produced. how could they have filed it under punk?
yes he can scream like jonathan davis. so. kinda bon jovi meets korn...
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dixxxon:
cheers!
lillithvain:
Holy Ape Shit Batman.... You are fantastic! I took your advice about the pictures and I managed to save at least half of them. Unfortunately I had already tried ripping some of them apart before I read the advice, or I probably could have saved more of them! Yeah!
You so deserve lots of great stuff for x-mas.... Email me and I'll send you something naughty back!!!
You so deserve lots of great stuff for x-mas.... Email me and I'll send you something naughty back!!!
so i have been going to gat a snack at this little spot down town. it is only just on the once and a while when my work takes me to that block otherwise it is just down to far in the figh-die. there is this girl-woman. she's got the greatest vibe. like a timid predator. she floats when she walks. delicious grace just rolls...
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today was just futile. soo after work i passed out in my truck, in the garage. i think it was a moment. do you know how those things are? insert triangle chime here...
got up deposited the monetary gift i have trained the rents to provide for the holidays, paid bills and went to buy hairspray after briefly contemplating a haircut. so brief amoeba was...
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got up deposited the monetary gift i have trained the rents to provide for the holidays, paid bills and went to buy hairspray after briefly contemplating a haircut. so brief amoeba was...
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gory:
GRISTLY GREETINGS LANGUID!!!
WELCOME To The ABOMINABLE APOTHECARY!
...And THAT, Is NOT The Beginning of A Fuckin' Form Letter, I am Just A Madwoman, and I make it My Pleasure to personally come and welcome ALL of The Members...I think you will find The Apothecary A Different type of 'Group' In here, as we are NOT the 'popular' HORROR group...But It was That very reason I made the jump to start an Alternative...More geared towards The Hardcore, Old skool (Aren you as sick of That term as I am ? It DOES describe it well tho...So be it..) Gore Buffs, People who usually don't have too many nice things to say about Hollywood CRAP, Like CGI ensconced "Resident Evil" or any Video game piece of Hollywood Trash...Nope...None o' That in here...We are ALL into our very own special subgenres, But Hell...We are into anything from The Universal Monster Movies through The $0's...Right up through The Renaissance of It in The ^0's, and 70's...Right up Through The new wave of Them in The 80's, and Of Course Most recent and decent International, Independent, Underground and Lesser known, esoteric directors of This Magnificent Genre that most of The Members Generally refer to thier Lifeblood, and Addiction...So, As I noticed here in your MadPad, You are A Lad who speaks Little...So I have only my Instinct to Hope That You are going to feel just Like you did in That truck you spoke of, cause it really is A Sanctuary for alot of our members...and I couldn't be happier for that, So I Do Hope that you find your niche and have some fun with us...On THAT note...I guess I should post this...
...THAT, Languid, Is what I send out When our Monthly, Prize Giving, "HOW MUCH OF A GOREWHORE ARE YOU?" Quiz...The First of Four Questions was posted Last night...and It must be boggling some ...cause it still has not yet been answered, so I hope you feel up to possibly givin it A Stab...There are ALL sorts of other goodies in here, As the set -up is a tad different from most of The "Thread' Type thing...It is more likened to a cyber Spookhouse...With many dark and intrestingly eerie Rooms, and A Floor That creaks when there isn't anyone in sight...It is set up more like a 'sub-site' around here, so I do hope you treat yourself To a Tour , and see for yourself ALL the unique things going on...I am really quite proud of The members who make it so absolutely wonderful for All whom choose to really participate...Which, I STRONGLY encourage, or else...whats The Fuckin Point??
So...Having written another epic of A welcome , ( I Do Apologize, But I really can go on sometimes...some say it's a good thing...But sometimes I just have to snap outta it and shut up!...What do you expect tho, I AM a Horror Hostess, afterall...)So, Here is one more gif...
I give ALL Members that at this point, as I don't know about you, But I know I, and a whole slew of folks who really do go through withdrawal without Our Fright Fix...So, This is ALWAYS good to have some type of warning, For The loved ones...(It is our Loved ones that we horror Addicts hurt the most, They Say...Addiction is so ugly...But it is our Lifes bane I suppose...
)
So, Languid, I really do hope that you find yourself enjoying The Apothecary as much as I do with all the members enthusiasm...There is ONE thing tho, That I DO ask of ALL new faces...You must accept my cyber hand in a gesture of Fiendship, As I think you have figured out that I really do like getting to know everyone that passes Through the proverbial Black Hole we call home...
Hope You Enjoy it...OOogaBOOoga
,SS
BTW: I AM givin a special lil surprise out to all of you this weekend, Even though I celebrate Solstice, rather than The Consumers Best Buy Holiday, But I do Believe in Showing appreciation to thos who deserve it, As it is experiences that make life worth living...So I hope you have settled in, and end up enjoying your weekend..SS
WELCOME To The ABOMINABLE APOTHECARY!
...And THAT, Is NOT The Beginning of A Fuckin' Form Letter, I am Just A Madwoman, and I make it My Pleasure to personally come and welcome ALL of The Members...I think you will find The Apothecary A Different type of 'Group' In here, as we are NOT the 'popular' HORROR group...But It was That very reason I made the jump to start an Alternative...More geared towards The Hardcore, Old skool (Aren you as sick of That term as I am ? It DOES describe it well tho...So be it..) Gore Buffs, People who usually don't have too many nice things to say about Hollywood CRAP, Like CGI ensconced "Resident Evil" or any Video game piece of Hollywood Trash...Nope...None o' That in here...We are ALL into our very own special subgenres, But Hell...We are into anything from The Universal Monster Movies through The $0's...Right up through The Renaissance of It in The ^0's, and 70's...Right up Through The new wave of Them in The 80's, and Of Course Most recent and decent International, Independent, Underground and Lesser known, esoteric directors of This Magnificent Genre that most of The Members Generally refer to thier Lifeblood, and Addiction...So, As I noticed here in your MadPad, You are A Lad who speaks Little...So I have only my Instinct to Hope That You are going to feel just Like you did in That truck you spoke of, cause it really is A Sanctuary for alot of our members...and I couldn't be happier for that, So I Do Hope that you find your niche and have some fun with us...On THAT note...I guess I should post this...
...THAT, Languid, Is what I send out When our Monthly, Prize Giving, "HOW MUCH OF A GOREWHORE ARE YOU?" Quiz...The First of Four Questions was posted Last night...and It must be boggling some ...cause it still has not yet been answered, so I hope you feel up to possibly givin it A Stab...There are ALL sorts of other goodies in here, As the set -up is a tad different from most of The "Thread' Type thing...It is more likened to a cyber Spookhouse...With many dark and intrestingly eerie Rooms, and A Floor That creaks when there isn't anyone in sight...It is set up more like a 'sub-site' around here, so I do hope you treat yourself To a Tour , and see for yourself ALL the unique things going on...I am really quite proud of The members who make it so absolutely wonderful for All whom choose to really participate...Which, I STRONGLY encourage, or else...whats The Fuckin Point??
So...Having written another epic of A welcome , ( I Do Apologize, But I really can go on sometimes...some say it's a good thing...But sometimes I just have to snap outta it and shut up!...What do you expect tho, I AM a Horror Hostess, afterall...)So, Here is one more gif...
I give ALL Members that at this point, as I don't know about you, But I know I, and a whole slew of folks who really do go through withdrawal without Our Fright Fix...So, This is ALWAYS good to have some type of warning, For The loved ones...(It is our Loved ones that we horror Addicts hurt the most, They Say...Addiction is so ugly...But it is our Lifes bane I suppose...
)
So, Languid, I really do hope that you find yourself enjoying The Apothecary as much as I do with all the members enthusiasm...There is ONE thing tho, That I DO ask of ALL new faces...You must accept my cyber hand in a gesture of Fiendship, As I think you have figured out that I really do like getting to know everyone that passes Through the proverbial Black Hole we call home...
Hope You Enjoy it...OOogaBOOoga
,SS
BTW: I AM givin a special lil surprise out to all of you this weekend, Even though I celebrate Solstice, rather than The Consumers Best Buy Holiday, But I do Believe in Showing appreciation to thos who deserve it, As it is experiences that make life worth living...So I hope you have settled in, and end up enjoying your weekend..SS
gory:
GRISTLY GREETINGS LANGUID!!!
WELCOME To The ABOMINABLE APOTHECARY!
...And THAT, Is NOT The Beginning of A Fuckin' Form Letter, I am Just A Madwoman, and I make it My Pleasure to personally come and welcome ALL of The Members...I think you will find The Apothecary A Different type of 'Group' In here, as we are NOT the 'popular' HORROR group...But It was That very reason I made the jump to start an Alternative...More geared towards The Hardcore, Old skool (Aren you as sick of That term as I am ? It DOES describe it well tho...So be it..) Gore Buffs, People who usually don't have too many nice things to say about Hollywood CRAP, Like CGI ensconced "Resident Evil" or any Video game piece of Hollywood Trash...Nope...None o' That in here...We are ALL into our very own special subgenres, But Hell...We are into anything from The Universal Monster Movies through The $0's...Right up through The Renaissance of It in The ^0's, and 70's...Right up Through The new wave of Them in The 80's, and Of Course Most recent and decent International, Independent, Underground and Lesser known, esoteric directors of This Magnificent Genre that most of The Members Generally refer to thier Lifeblood, and Addiction...So, As I noticed here in your MadPad, You are A Lad who speaks Little...So I have only my Instinct to Hope That You are going to feel just Like you did in That truck you spoke of, cause it really is A Sanctuary for alot of our members...and I couldn't be happier for that, So I Do Hope that you find your niche and have some fun with us...On THAT note...I guess I should post this...
...THAT, Languid, Is what I send out When our Monthly, Prize Giving, "HOW MUCH OF A GOREWHORE ARE YOU?" Quiz...The First of Four Questions was posted Last night...and It must be boggling some ...cause it still has not yet been answered, so I hope you feel up to possibly givin it A Stab...There are ALL sorts of other goodies in here, As the set -up is a tad different from most of The "Thread' Type thing...It is more likened to a cyber Spookhouse...With many dark and intrestingly eerie Rooms, and A Floor That creaks when there isn't anyone in sight...It is set up more like a 'sub-site' around here, so I do hope you treat yourself To a Tour , and see for yourself ALL the unique things going on...I am really quite proud of The members who make it so absolutely wonderful for All whom choose to really participate...Which, I STRONGLY encourage, or else...whats The Fuckin Point??
So...Having written another epic of A welcome , ( I Do Apologize, But I really can go on sometimes...some say it's a good thing...But sometimes I just have to snap outta it and shut up!...What do you expect tho, I AM a Horror Hostess, afterall...)So, Here is one more gif...
I give ALL Members that at this point, as I don't know about you, But I know I, and a whole slew of folks who really do go through withdrawal without Our Fright Fix...So, This is ALWAYS good to have some type of warning, For The loved ones...(It is our Loved ones that we horror Addicts hurt the most, They Say...Addiction is so ugly...But it is our Lifes bane I suppose...)
So, Languid, I really do hope that you find yourself enjoying The Apothecary as much as I do with all the members enthusiasm...There is ONE thing tho, That I DO ask of ALL new faces...You must accept my cyber hand in a gesture of Fiendship, As I think you have figured out that I really do like getting to know everyone that passes Through the proverbial Black Hole we call home...
Hope You Enjoy it...OOogaBOOoga ,SS
BTW: I AM givin a special lil surprise out to all of you this weekend, Even though I celebrate Solstice, rather than The Consumers Best Buy Holiday, But I do Believe in Showing appreciation to thos who deserve it, As it is experiences that make life worth living...So I hope you have settled in, and end up enjoying your weekend..SS
WELCOME To The ABOMINABLE APOTHECARY!
...And THAT, Is NOT The Beginning of A Fuckin' Form Letter, I am Just A Madwoman, and I make it My Pleasure to personally come and welcome ALL of The Members...I think you will find The Apothecary A Different type of 'Group' In here, as we are NOT the 'popular' HORROR group...But It was That very reason I made the jump to start an Alternative...More geared towards The Hardcore, Old skool (Aren you as sick of That term as I am ? It DOES describe it well tho...So be it..) Gore Buffs, People who usually don't have too many nice things to say about Hollywood CRAP, Like CGI ensconced "Resident Evil" or any Video game piece of Hollywood Trash...Nope...None o' That in here...We are ALL into our very own special subgenres, But Hell...We are into anything from The Universal Monster Movies through The $0's...Right up through The Renaissance of It in The ^0's, and 70's...Right up Through The new wave of Them in The 80's, and Of Course Most recent and decent International, Independent, Underground and Lesser known, esoteric directors of This Magnificent Genre that most of The Members Generally refer to thier Lifeblood, and Addiction...So, As I noticed here in your MadPad, You are A Lad who speaks Little...So I have only my Instinct to Hope That You are going to feel just Like you did in That truck you spoke of, cause it really is A Sanctuary for alot of our members...and I couldn't be happier for that, So I Do Hope that you find your niche and have some fun with us...On THAT note...I guess I should post this...
...THAT, Languid, Is what I send out When our Monthly, Prize Giving, "HOW MUCH OF A GOREWHORE ARE YOU?" Quiz...The First of Four Questions was posted Last night...and It must be boggling some ...cause it still has not yet been answered, so I hope you feel up to possibly givin it A Stab...There are ALL sorts of other goodies in here, As the set -up is a tad different from most of The "Thread' Type thing...It is more likened to a cyber Spookhouse...With many dark and intrestingly eerie Rooms, and A Floor That creaks when there isn't anyone in sight...It is set up more like a 'sub-site' around here, so I do hope you treat yourself To a Tour , and see for yourself ALL the unique things going on...I am really quite proud of The members who make it so absolutely wonderful for All whom choose to really participate...Which, I STRONGLY encourage, or else...whats The Fuckin Point??
So...Having written another epic of A welcome , ( I Do Apologize, But I really can go on sometimes...some say it's a good thing...But sometimes I just have to snap outta it and shut up!...What do you expect tho, I AM a Horror Hostess, afterall...)So, Here is one more gif...
I give ALL Members that at this point, as I don't know about you, But I know I, and a whole slew of folks who really do go through withdrawal without Our Fright Fix...So, This is ALWAYS good to have some type of warning, For The loved ones...(It is our Loved ones that we horror Addicts hurt the most, They Say...Addiction is so ugly...But it is our Lifes bane I suppose...
)
So, Languid, I really do hope that you find yourself enjoying The Apothecary as much as I do with all the members enthusiasm...There is ONE thing tho, That I DO ask of ALL new faces...You must accept my cyber hand in a gesture of Fiendship, As I think you have figured out that I really do like getting to know everyone that passes Through the proverbial Black Hole we call home...
Hope You Enjoy it...OOogaBOOoga
,SS
BTW: I AM givin a special lil surprise out to all of you this weekend, Even though I celebrate Solstice, rather than The Consumers Best Buy Holiday, But I do Believe in Showing appreciation to thos who deserve it, As it is experiences that make life worth living...So I hope you have settled in, and end up enjoying your weekend..SS 
hmmm... what, the wehere and how did it get to be now.... so i'm rested, i slept in for a monday, the world has been a blur but i still got up by 5am... i started the water and never made coffee... so when i got home there was a hot burner and a black pot. not too good for fire safety eh?
so the...
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laine666:
yes. you should get one of those. they are HOT.
HOT HOT HOT.
HOT HOT HOT.
more work. 14 hour day today. thatz 50 hours in four daze... tonight i ran into to my neighbor who is local 38, i also ran into him this morning @ 545 on the way to work. so we went to OJ's around the corner and they took care of us. they always do but it is nice to be catered to for dinner in...
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well. i just worked from 530 am to 1200 am. i'm kinda bug-eyed, clear minded and befuddled. my eyes feel funny, my body aches and my feet feel unstrangely sore. so i'm supposed to make it back by 530 am... the clock says 107... after my shower my body sleeps while my brain wanders along. tomorrow will be a sweet and painful bitch.
the dirty...
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coco:
haha thanks. 
i read somewhere it all begins with a roux. i have seen people make a simple roux but it never did it for me like last night did it for me.
mom never made made gravy like that. neither did dad and he is in culinary arts education.
i never llike working ina kitche. i'm not fast, i like to ponder and putter. i'm not...
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mom never made made gravy like that. neither did dad and he is in culinary arts education.
i never llike working ina kitche. i'm not fast, i like to ponder and putter. i'm not...
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malloreigh:
i can ignore the agenda. i don't have one, so screw THEIR agenda!
the orange has developed an obnoxius buzzing
still using the rapco a/b for now.......no one round here has the ernie ball pan pedal for me to try out....and now i want two pedal boards........signal routing i am not so good at........
have you heard the latest by neurosis or isis.....really heavy, monolithic slabs of sound, might be up your alley?
i'll keep on eye out for the spit....i've not heard it myself
cheers!!