! Happy Full Moon Fever
* Tonight, a good dance party full of cute guys - a rare pleasure to flirt with everyone and not feel like a freak. I discovered that I can indeed dance in work boots and that, indeed, i owe almost everyt move to michael jackson (with nods and props to jet li, justin stone, et al.).
& Now I'm too wound up (and hungry?) to sleep. What's a boy to do?
* Tonight, a good dance party full of cute guys - a rare pleasure to flirt with everyone and not feel like a freak. I discovered that I can indeed dance in work boots and that, indeed, i owe almost everyt move to michael jackson (with nods and props to jet li, justin stone, et al.).
& Now I'm too wound up (and hungry?) to sleep. What's a boy to do?
sorry submitted it twice somehow.
[Edited on Dec 16, 2005 8:45AM]
See, the thing is I do all that. I express my interests. I look for reactions. But I suppose a little bit more of the story is that I feel like elements of my life are still caught up in the wreckage left behind from my previous relationship, non-emotional things. I am talking financial and various other things such as living in a two bedroom townhouse that's just way to big for me. That may seems small, but it adds up with some of the other things to keep me from just asking someone out.
I suppose it did read like I was informing the masses that I want their love and if you are interested bring it on, but I've always thought that the things I say and write are really reflections of my thoughts and attitudes reflecting my subconscious.
See the most honest self-reflection that I have is that in those that I find attractive, I don't hear a description of "me" in what they are attracted to.
You unlike most, seem to have this uncanny ability to see right through what I think I am saying and show me what I am really saying.