lallupyon

As you've probably noticed, I've been kind of ghosting the platform lately. Actually... not "kind of." I've basically disappeared. I'm really sorry about that.

I genuinely thought I'd come back and be more active, but... I just can't. I know. Feel free to hate me 🤣 (kidding, please don't 🥹).

I just don't have the motivation anymore. Really. I'm not enjoying it anymore. I don't feel like taking pics or filming vids and I have a lot less free time now. I also got married in the meantime, but yall know my relationship has never been the reason I slowed down. My husband has never had a problem with my content. In fact, he's always supported me.

But I think it's finally time to close this chapter.

These years have been amazing and that's thanks to all of you, as well as the incredible creators and friends I've met along the way. But it's time.

Lately I've felt trapped, like I couldn't be anything other than an erocosplayer. But that's not true. I'm capable of being so much more than that, and honestly... I'm proud of myself for realizing it.

A little health update too: I'm doing much better! I've finished my treatments and my doctors have taken me off my medication. Yay!! 🥹❤️

Maybe that's part of what helped me understand who I want to be.

And that person isn't a model.

So... that's it.

I'm really sorry if I gave you hope that I'd be coming back. I truly wanted to, but I just can't. 😭 I hope you won't be upset with me. I really did try, but good intentions alone aren't enough. If this is the level of commitment I can give to the platform, then I think we all know it just wouldn't work.

I love you all so much, and I always will.

I hope you'll stick around and follow me on my social media instead, where I mostly post silly things... because, you know, I'm a pretty silly person. ❤️