Hey everyone… it's been a while, hasn't it? Like… one year? 🤣
Jokes aside, I really wanted to write this message seriously.
As you've probably noticed, I've been kind of ghosting the platform lately. Actually... not "kind of." I've basically disappeared. I'm really sorry about that.
I genuinely thought I'd come back and be more active, but... I just can't. I know. Feel free to hate me 🤣 (kidding, please don't 🥹).
I just don't have the motivation anymore. Really. I'm not enjoying it anymore. I don't feel like taking pics or filming vids and I have a lot less free time now. I also got married in the meantime, but yall know my relationship has never been the reason I slowed down. My husband has never had a problem with my content. In fact, he's always supported me.
But I think it's finally time to close this chapter.
These years have been amazing and that's thanks to all of you, as well as the incredible creators and friends I've met along the way. But it's time.
Lately I've felt trapped, like I couldn't be anything other than an erocosplayer. But that's not true. I'm capable of being so much more than that, and honestly... I'm proud of myself for realizing it.
A little health update too: I'm doing much better! I've finished my treatments and my doctors have taken me off my medication. Yay!! 🥹❤️
Maybe that's part of what helped me understand who I want to be.
And that person isn't a model.
So... that's it.
I'm really sorry if I gave you hope that I'd be coming back. I truly wanted to, but I just can't. 😭 I hope you won't be upset with me. I really did try, but good intentions alone aren't enough. If this is the level of commitment I can give to the platform, then I think we all know it just wouldn't work.
I love you all so much, and I always will.
I hope you'll stick around and follow me on my social media instead, where I mostly post silly things... because, you know, I'm a pretty silly person. ❤️
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realwildangel:
I'm very sorry, but as you well know, I feel the same way about many things as you. We'll definitely see each other at some Comix anyway 🥰 Good luck with everything 💜
jecht:
Sometimes the bravest thing you can do is close a chapter to start a new one. ❤️ You don't owe anyone an apology for choosing your own happiness. I'm so glad to hear your health is improving! 🥰 Thank you for all the creativity, beauty, and smiles you've shared over the years. The costumes may be going away, but the wonderful person behind them is still there, and that's what truly matters. Wishing you all the happiness in this new chapter, beautiful soul! 💕✨😘
