Thursday Dec 02, 2004

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still loathe my job, although apparently im pretty good at it...
still plotting.
still with too many irons in the fire.
need to work a few hours tonight, but alls i want to do is sleep frown
buckknuckle:
Not to be catty, but we'll do a better job than Charlie's...

Hope you get some sleep soon. Take care!

Monday Nov 29, 2004

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there is a plan. action is being taken. no need to panic.

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she is constantly thinking about the future. she knows that is what got her here in the first place. she knows it, but feels helpless to do anything about it. she finds there is not much to excite her in her life now. not much good going on...
a new friend here...
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buckknuckle:
Things will change. They always do. Now is the time for something else, a distraction. For some, hobbies. Others, booze. Get through the piddling tedious middle days and things will slowly change. You can so do it because you are a bad ass! Right!? GO GO GO GO ELECTRA!

wink
buckknuckle:
My bday is saturday and I leave for texas on sunday. For my bday I am working. Yeah!

Monday Nov 29, 2004

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*dumped*
again.
whatever
buckknuckle:
The guy with the gun, or the guy with the turntable? I'm all confused.

Sorry, though. Which ever the situation is. frown

Sunday Nov 28, 2004

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Sunday Nov 28, 2004

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i hate my fuckin' job. i get no respect, no thanks, nothing. just criticism.
fuck you.
fuck.
you.


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she slogged through the bull shit. wading hip deep in non-sense. she desparingly searched for somthing that eluded her. despair was her keyword. she was terrified that if she didnt do somthing now, nothing would ever get done, she wanted to sleep until better times were...
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wes11b10:
I'm here, my friend. I hope you are okie-dokie but I wouldn't draw that conclusion from your journal entries. I hope that writing it down gets some of it out of you. I miss ya too, buddy! wink
wes11b10:
I'm doing pretty well. I've been hanging out with my pal ProAggression quite a lot lately. Please believe me that it gets better. I'm thousands of miles but only a few digits away, so give me a bell if you need to.

Thursday Nov 25, 2004

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so, the reason that i post things about me being unhappy here is because whenever i try to talk to people abou tin real life no one ( with the exception of my therapist, and one close friend) seems to give a shit. it's like they aren't even listening.
mkes me feel like a piece of shit for unloading on them, when apparently it's stuff...
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buckknuckle:
I don't think you are doomed. I think you had this guy pegged when he was doing the booty call maintenance... you just forgot for a bit. There's nothing wrong with doing the casual thing as long as everyone is in agreement. If you wanted more, he's not the guy... but that doesn't mean there isn't a guy. Relax, have a drink... January will be here soon.

kiss
buckknuckle:
I answered the black question in the tattoo group. I think I did a good job. Go me!

[Edited on Nov 26, 2004 11:11PM]

Thursday Nov 25, 2004

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*burrrrp*
biggrin

Thursday Nov 18, 2004

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i slog through the days, waiting, watching looking for my way out. looking for something to save me. wondering if such a thing exists. i feel heavy. solid. too real. too much of everything. i need to learn to not go home and cry every time something shitty happens at work. i just feel like such a failure.
fail.
i am terrible.
terrible at life.
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bigblack81:
I work at Waffle House, cannot get most girls to give me a second look and when I do find some who might have been able to, they're not dating anyone at all.

I know how you feel. I feel your pain. *patpats*

It's a shame you live so far away; If you were closer, I'd ask you out for a night of food, drinks and commiseration. Kissing totally optional, of course.

So you have at least ONE admirer. biggrin
buckknuckle:
make that TWO. I might be high, but when/how the name change?

Tuesday Nov 16, 2004

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whell, perhaps i was a little hasty. i dont think im going to leave here just yet.
things in laine land might look pretty quiet for a while tho-
buckknuckle:
yeaaaah. biggrin
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