a question--
why is it i (a sex crazed, filthy, intelligent, young lady) only seem to get involved with prudish, old, anal retentive men?
all i want is to get fucked by someone who's hot and smart every night.
that's all.
i'd probably even be happy with 5 nights a week.
it just seems like everytime i come close to finding that, they lose interest....
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why is it i (a sex crazed, filthy, intelligent, young lady) only seem to get involved with prudish, old, anal retentive men?
all i want is to get fucked by someone who's hot and smart every night.
that's all.
i'd probably even be happy with 5 nights a week.
it just seems like everytime i come close to finding that, they lose interest....
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selections--
life just keeps getting harder
keeps getting harder to hide
darker it is around me
easier it is to see inside
and outside the glass
the whole world is magnified
and it's half an inch
from here to the other side
i search your profile
for a translation
i study the conversation
like a map
'cause i know there is strength
in the differences...
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life just keeps getting harder
keeps getting harder to hide
darker it is around me
easier it is to see inside
and outside the glass
the whole world is magnified
and it's half an inch
from here to the other side
i search your profile
for a translation
i study the conversation
like a map
'cause i know there is strength
in the differences...
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zenfish:
ja, they've still been going strong for a long time, probably done about 6 albums?
languid:
why yes... thanx for the tip. that is perfectly suitable and a great way to spend more money. 
it was what we used to call a moonstruck day today.
everything that could possibly go wrong did.
everything.
i am NOT a baby sitter.
not not not.
everything that could possibly go wrong did.
everything.
i am NOT a baby sitter.
not not not.
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catdad:
I used to go to Sellwood, but will probably go to the one on Division now since I'm in outer southeast. I only go every couple of months, though. With Albertsons 15 blocks away and on my way home, it's pretty hard not to do most of my shopping there.
You are welcome.
[Edited on Dec 17, 2004 10:18PM]
You are welcome.
[Edited on Dec 17, 2004 10:18PM]
magnadolce:
I have those days all the time! It's quite the downer...
SO I guess days when everything goes right are called... ??? what? "A good day?"
SO I guess days when everything goes right are called... ??? what? "A good day?"
pb:
ice like for real or she was just a cold bitch?
sorry, i'm feeling ornery and raw tonight.
sorry, i'm feeling ornery and raw tonight.
it gets to a point where she doesn't feel like antone except her tharapist needs to know what is going on with her. its gets to a point where any discussion of how she feels makes her cry. it is then that she knows that she is getting worse.
not better, worse.
this same time last year this same thing happened.
she remembers house sitting...
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not better, worse.
this same time last year this same thing happened.
she remembers house sitting...
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laine666:
thinking about talking to people that would prefer to not be talked to, and ringing in my head still are the words
worse. not better, worse. you're not getting better. not getting better.
worse. not better, worse. you're not getting better. not getting better.
zenfish:
I'd say get out more, even just for short walks.
You have a digital camera, go out, and take photos.
Window Shop.
Find a interesting magazine that inspires you, and buy it.
many many things.
but, it all starts with YOU, when you want to improve. you will.
You have a digital camera, go out, and take photos.
Window Shop.
Find a interesting magazine that inspires you, and buy it.
many many things.
but, it all starts with YOU, when you want to improve. you will.
i am feeling despondant and apathetic right now.
like if i went to sleep and didn't wake up it wouldn't matter.
would it matter?
im still not certain.
i would like a job where i can have painted nails,
where i can wear cute clothes w/o having to worry that they will be ruined.
heels, nylons, suit jackets., the works.
i really do hate my...
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like if i went to sleep and didn't wake up it wouldn't matter.
would it matter?
im still not certain.
i would like a job where i can have painted nails,
where i can wear cute clothes w/o having to worry that they will be ruined.
heels, nylons, suit jackets., the works.
i really do hate my...
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manchester_black:
Hey, I am totally in the same place right now and I agree in that it sure does suck something fierce. Yup. It's no wonder that the holidays have the highest suicide rate of any time of year
dear sg,
thank you for letting me vent to you in the early hours.
it is much appreciated.
thank you for letting me vent to you in the early hours.
it is much appreciated.
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zenfish:
*hug* good.
zenfish:
*nods* welcome.
after spending the evening with my brother, his friends and their wives, i have a deep appreciation for who i am and my friends. for our intellect, our conversation and the places we hang out.
i am... happy and sad.
my dad might be moving to tacoma in a month. i'll find out next week. i love him so much and really miss him. we...
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i am... happy and sad.
my dad might be moving to tacoma in a month. i'll find out next week. i love him so much and really miss him. we...
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zenfish:
that makes me sad.
that makes me sad. i feel a heavy weight on my chest
i feel my life sliding out of control
i cant wait til next year.
i feel my life sliding out of control
i cant wait til next year.
buckknuckle:
Hope you are feeling better.
buckknuckle:
Different is good...? I'm feeling a lot better and I'm trying not to think about it too much. You should come over and play scrabble and see if the good vibes rub off.
Me "i had an amazing time tonight"
him "So did I... I, I want to get to know you."
shy smiles and more kissing
him "I really want to see you again"
been a long time since i felt so appreciated.
him "So did I... I, I want to get to know you."
shy smiles and more kissing
him "I really want to see you again"
been a long time since i felt so appreciated.
maynardsdick:
yeah pretty much. i guess she wasn't finding what she was looking for out here. i have my boyfriend here though and a couple friends i've made so it's not like she left me all alone.
by the way..... that's so freakin cute!
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by the way..... that's so freakin cute!
[Edited on Dec 06, 2004 9:54AM]
wes11b10:
the boy that doesn't appreciate you must've been recently lobotomized. Sorry I haven't called you; everytime it occurs to me to do it, I remember that we are in different time zones! DO'H!
Since I didn't hear from you I figured something came up... and I made plans. Well, I have the stencil ready. Wanna try for next week then?