i am a social retard.
i am going to try to fix that.
here i go.
i am going to try to fix that.
here i go.
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up the ante one more time.
make my stomach churn.
make me happy
or make me numb...
we'll see.
make my stomach churn.
make me happy
or make me numb...
we'll see.
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kris7:
Happy Valentines Day!
fatdavid8:
Abraca-pocus! You're happy! 
Yeah, I know: no one else thinks that's funny, either.
Hope you're feeling well way out there in the wet west.
Yeah, I know: no one else thinks that's funny, either.
Hope you're feeling well way out there in the wet west.
feeling a hair better today.
he told me to remember that the despair comes in waves.
i know he is right.
he told me to remember that the despair comes in waves.
i know he is right.
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kickinglovers:
we're jus part heavy and the other a light without purpose.
im coming off my meds at the moment. its strange, my drinking has increased again. but then so is my weight and well its a never ending circle as u know.
im coming off my meds at the moment. its strange, my drinking has increased again. but then so is my weight and well its a never ending circle as u know.
disdain:
funny crazy gay boy sex.
everyday i go to bed thinking, hoping, praying that the next day will be better.
everyday i am wrong.
i want to be better so badly.
but.
yeah.
here i am.
covering my sadness with a very thin veil.
very thin indeed.
everyday i am wrong.
i want to be better so badly.
but.
yeah.
here i am.
covering my sadness with a very thin veil.
very thin indeed.
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rumrunner:
don't wait for goodness to come to you make it happen everything is in how your eyes see it
my new years resolution starts a month and a few days late. but for serious now.
i am going to quit drinking, and lose those dumb 30 lbs.
i will do these things.
i dont know for how long i will not drink, but it will be for awhile. the interaction with it and my higher dose of zoloft was unnerving last night. i went...
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i am going to quit drinking, and lose those dumb 30 lbs.
i will do these things.
i dont know for how long i will not drink, but it will be for awhile. the interaction with it and my higher dose of zoloft was unnerving last night. i went...
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cayce:
good luck with the resolutions. best to start them when you're ready and not at the first of the year anyways.
fatdavid8:
OK, kid: this is really rough, but I think the Russian poster with the guy in the white hat reads something like this:
{black text}: Comrades! Toward new exploits we push onward / to take berlin shall bring famous victories.
{red text}: You lead (in the sense of help) us!
Isn't there anyone on the site who is Russian? It's been 10 years since I used what little of the language I know.
I'll take a stab at the travel poster another time. I'm bushed.
{black text}: Comrades! Toward new exploits we push onward / to take berlin shall bring famous victories.
{red text}: You lead (in the sense of help) us!
Isn't there anyone on the site who is Russian? It's been 10 years since I used what little of the language I know.
I'll take a stab at the travel poster another time. I'm bushed.
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theseadog:
Haha, it made me laugh too. I saved it to my computer when I saw it on thelastbeliever's page.
theseadog:
You're in the group! Hooray! Expect a random call at a random hour. Hehehe.
this, that, yes, no. i dont know...
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jermhawk:
the truth is out there
thelastbeliever:
Yeah he;s a pretty cool little dude. You can have him if you like
edit.
i am dumb.
one of my best friends is an ex-boyfriend that i am still in love with. i get sad when i dont hear from him and angry when he doesnt invite me out with his friends (who are now also kind of my friends) and then when he invites me out, i can't say yes. i want to say yes, but what...
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i am dumb.
one of my best friends is an ex-boyfriend that i am still in love with. i get sad when i dont hear from him and angry when he doesnt invite me out with his friends (who are now also kind of my friends) and then when he invites me out, i can't say yes. i want to say yes, but what...
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zenfish:
things to do for your emotions.
- a good multivitamin
- ginko bilboba pills
- fish oil pills (cod liver is a good one)
- vitamin c drink crystals, get this at a health store.
- cut out junk food, pop, and heavily processed foods.
- finally, get into a small excercise program. pushups/siteups... and walking...
those will all help you feel better.
- a good multivitamin
- ginko bilboba pills
- fish oil pills (cod liver is a good one)
- vitamin c drink crystals, get this at a health store.
- cut out junk food, pop, and heavily processed foods.
- finally, get into a small excercise program. pushups/siteups... and walking...
those will all help you feel better.
kickinglovers:
why do you dislike those mini animations..
i loved a friend. the closest lady i knew who had a heart similar to my own. but we were never together because of insecurity. its all fucked up.
and recently i had to break up with my ex whom i adore because we werent good as a couple.. but such good friends and i adore..it hurts a little. *dull throbbing.
i loved a friend. the closest lady i knew who had a heart similar to my own. but we were never together because of insecurity. its all fucked up.
and recently i had to break up with my ex whom i adore because we werent good as a couple.. but such good friends and i adore..it hurts a little. *dull throbbing.
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thelastbeliever:
Thats expensive 
thelastbeliever:
Thats not too bad then i guess
i liked that last entry, but it's time to move on.
Move on to less happy and therefore less interesting things.
i feel like i want to cry. almost all of the time. home, work, where ever.
went to one of my old haunts this afternoon and the smell there was staggering. it always is. i sat in my car, gathering up the strength to...
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Move on to less happy and therefore less interesting things.
i feel like i want to cry. almost all of the time. home, work, where ever.
went to one of my old haunts this afternoon and the smell there was staggering. it always is. i sat in my car, gathering up the strength to...
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buckknuckle:
You would be a hot Tom Jones. I would so try to feel your package. 
a day to every night
Things might be shitty right now....just try to remember that it's just the bad side of a cycle that HAS to get better. It's like physics or something. There's a ying to every yang.